My Addiction, Relapse & Return to Recovery | From Psychosis to Purpose
My Addiction, Relapse & Return to Recovery | From Psychosis to Purpose  
Podcast: Recovering Out Loud
Published On: Tue Jan 06 2026
Description: Welcome to al the new listeners! I'm so glad you're here. This is my story in a 20 minute episode, I hope you get something out of it. Relapse doesn’t start with drugs — it starts with secrets. In this raw episode, I explain how addiction convinces you you’re fine, productive, and “different this time,” even when your life looks good on the outside.I break down how steroids, ADHD meds, and stimulant abuse reopened the door to full relapse after years sober — and what I learned coming back.