From Blackouts to Barbells: Rebuilding My Life Through Movement
From Blackouts to Barbells: Rebuilding My Life Through Movement  
Podcast: Recovering Out Loud
Published On: Tue Nov 11 2025
Description: In this episode of Recovering Out Loud, we dive into a raw and honest conversation about relapse, body language, hidden pain, and the transformation that happens when recovery is paired with purpose.We unpack the moment a friend could see a relapse coming before the person struggling could even admit it. We talk about the shame, denial, and the sixth-sense intuition people in recovery often develop.From 48-hour blackouts to becoming a coach who helps people rebuild their relationship with movement, she shares how fitness became a powerful anchor in sobriety — but also how it can become obsessive, toxic, and another addiction if we’re not careful.We explore:• How childhood pressure + performance can shape addiction• Why your body language reveals everything you try to hide• How community workouts mimic recovery meetings• The rise of steroids, Ozempic, and “fitness as numbing” in sobriety• Workaholism, burnout, money stress, and staying spiritually grounded• How to move from extrinsic validation to intrinsic values• Why recovery is “six garbage cans with five lids”If you’re navigating sobriety, struggling with body image, stuck in obsessive fitness cycles, or looking for community — this episode is for you.Listen, share, and join the recovery conversation.#sober #recovery #addictionrecovery #mentalhealth #fitnessjourney #healing