"I Hate This. But I Still Trust You.” - Jennie Lusko on Loss
"I Hate This. But I Still Trust You.” - Jennie Lusko on Loss  
Podcast: Worship is my Weapon Podcast with Rita Springer
Published On: Thu Jul 30 2026
Description: What happens when the worst thing imaginable becomes your reality?Jennie Lusko shares the heartbreaking story of losing her five-year-old daughter and how she learned to trust God through unimaginable grief. Together with Rita Springer, they explore suffering, worship, healing, lingering in God's presence, and why grief doesn't mean you've lost your faith. This conversation will bring hope to anyone walking through loss.----------------------------------------Try Amazing+ Free: Access the world’s first total ministry strategy from curriculum and technology, to training and resources, free for 30 days here: https://www.joinamazing.com/freetrial📧 Got feedback or podcast topic suggestions? Email Rita:wearewearingjustice@gmail.com or oneseaththeater@gmail.comIf you would like to support the Worship Is My Weapon podcast you can donate to Wearing Justice at https://give.tithe.ly/?formId=0f0e22b... 🙏🏻🕊️🤍Sign up for my newsletter here: https://2f1ja.share.hsforms.com/2ioKtH_9GRNiXq3hp6ykFmw00:00 – Trusting God Through the Unthinkable (Episode Intro)01:15 – Welcome: Meeting Jenny Lesko & Ministry Beginnings07:30 – Planting Fresh Life Church in Montana14:00 – Raising the Next Generation & Why Youth Matter16:30 – What Is the Church Missing Today?20:30 – Fresh Mercies Every Day: Why Simple Faith Matters24:00 – Learning to Trust God One Day at a Time29:00 – Losing Their Daughter Lenya & Walking Through Grief35:00 – Why We Need to Linger in God's Presence39:00 – Feeling Forgotten by God: Rita's Starbucks Story43:00 – What Does It Mean to Truly Flourish?48:00 – Healing Comes When We Stop Numbing Our Pain51:30 – Worship Is Our Weapon in Every Battle59:00 – Can God Bring Purpose Out of Pain?1:02:30 – Jesus Wept: Finding Hope in Deep Grief1:06:00 – The Permission to Keep Grieving1:09:30 – Final Encouragement & Where to Find Fresh Mercies Every DayIf you're enjoying the show, please rate and review!Follow Rita on ALL Social Media: https://linktr.ee/ritaspringerIf you would like to support the Worship Is My Weapon podcast you can donate to Wearing Justice at https://give.tithe.ly/?formId=0f0e22b... 🙏🏻🕊️🤍💌 Stay connected with Rita by signing up for her exclusive mailing list: https://2f1ja.share.hsforms.com/2ioKtH_9GRNiXq3hp6ykFmw