In this episode of From 2 Addicts and a Moron, Tyler Walker opens up about his journey from the struggles of addiction to building a new life as an entrepreneur, sharing raw lessons on resilience, growth, and second chances. Catch a new episode every Tuesday at 11 CST on all platforms.

This week, Stu Boy brings on Tyler, someone he first met in rehab. Tyler opens up about his powerful story of trauma and addiction, the rough start he and Stu Boy had (spoiler: they didn’t like each other at first), and how that turned into a real friendship. From hilarious rehab memories to the real talk of what keeps him sober today, Tyler shares how he finds joy in recovery and how he gives back by helping others on their journey. Catch a new episode every Tuesday at 11 CST on all platforms.

Natalie Nelson, who opens up about her powerful journey through addiction at a young age. Natalie shares the raw truth of what it was like to grow up battling substances, the struggles she faced, and how those challenges shaped her. Most importantly, she walks us through the turning points that led her to overcome addiction and rebuild her life with strength and resilience. Catch a new episode every Tuesday at 11 CST on all platforms.

We’re back with a powerful new episode! This week we sit down with Austin O’Bryan, who shares his raw and inspiring journey through addiction, multiple rehab stints, relapse, recovery, and what finally led him to surrender and rebuild his life. This is one of the most honest and powerful conversations we’ve had on the podcast. Whether you’re in recovery yourself, love someone who struggles, or just want to hear an inspiring story of perseverance, this episode is for you. Catch a new episode every Tuesday at 11 CST on all platforms.

EP 69: A New Season With Autumn In this episode of 2 Addicts & A Moron, we welcome Autumn for an honest conversation about starting fresh and embracing change. From navigating life’s unpredictable turns to finding meaning in the smallest victories, this episode explores growth, resilience, and what it really takes to move into a new chapter. Expect candid stories, laughter, and heartfelt moments that might just make you see your own “new season” differently. Catch a new episode every Tuesday at 11 CST on all platforms.

EP 68: Meet Alicia: Honest Talks & Hard Truths In this episode of 2 Addicts & A Moron, we sit down with Alicia for a raw and meaningful conversation about addiction, mental health, and the honesty it takes to face hard truths. Alicia shares her own experiences, lessons learned, and the emotional moments that shaped her path toward recovery. You’ll hear candid dialogue, unexpected insights, and the kind of real talk that sticks with you long after listening. Catch a new episode every Tuesday at 11 CST on all platforms.

EP 67: Still Standing: Abby’s Story In this episode of 2 Addicts & A Moron, we sit down with Abby for a powerful and candid conversation about resilience in the face of addiction. Abby opens up about what kept her going during her darkest moments and how she rediscovered hope on her road to recovery. Expect heartfelt honesty, tough truths, and those moments of clarity that stick with you long after the episode ends. Catch a new episode every Tuesday at 11 CST on all platforms.

EP 66: Cesar, His Side of the Story In this episode of 2 Addicts & A Moron, we give Cesar the mic—he shares candid insights into his journey through addiction, recovery, and the personal battles that shaped him. With vulnerability and clarity, Cesar opens up about the defining moments that led him here and what keeps him moving forward today. Expect emotional depth, real talk, and those moments that reveal the strength we often underestimate in ourselves. Catch a new episode every Tuesday at 11 CST on all platforms.

EP 65: Caroline: The Woman Who Came Back Stronger! In this episode of 2 Addicts & A Moron, we welcome Caroline as she bravely opens up about her journey through addiction and recovery. She shares the struggles she overcame, pivotal moments that fueled her resilience, and the breakthroughs that led her closer to healing. Expect powerful honesty, emotional insights, and inspiring moments that remind us just how strong and transformative recovery can be. Catch a new episode every Tuesday at 11 CST on all platforms.

EP 64: Recovery In Motion: From Addiction To A Path Of Peace In this episode of 2 Addicts & A Moron, the journey unfolds as a story of transformation—addiction giving way to a newfound sense of peace. Through moving conversations and honest reflections, we explore the steps taken to trade turbulence for calm, and how recovery can become a pathway to inner peace. Expect insightful moments, emotional honesty, and a reminder that even in motion, peace is attainable. Catch a new episode every Tuesday at 11 CST on all platforms.

EP 63: Kajun Kendra | The Craziest Story We Have Ever Heard! In this episode of 2 Addicts & A Moron, Kajun Kendra joins the conversation to share one of the most unbelievable stories we’ve ever heard—unfiltered, raw, and impossible to ignore. She walks us through the twists of her past, the battles she faced, and the unexpected turns that shaped her journey. Expect shocking revelations, deep emotional truths, and a level of courage that stays with you long after the episode ends. Catch a new episode every Tuesday at 11 CST on all platforms.

EP 62: WorstBoyz With Michael Presley in Memory of Seth Allen In this heartfelt episode of 2 Addicts & A Moron, we revisit a touching tribute featuring Michael Presley and the WorstBoyz crew honoring the memory of Seth Allen. Through reflections, shared stories, and emotional insights, we explore the ties that bind us through loss, addiction, and remembrance. It’s a raw, sincere conversation where grief meets camaraderie—and those small sparks of hope shine brightest. Catch a new episode every Tuesday at 11 CST on all platforms.

EP 61: United States of America’s Mrs. Texas Elaine Mingus In this inspiring episode of 2 Addicts & A Moron, we sit down with Elaine Mingus — Mrs. Texas 2025 — and hear her extraordinary story of transformation and triumph. She opens up about overcoming deeply personal challenges, reclaiming her strength, and stepping into a life she designed for herself. Expect heartfelt reflection, vulnerability, and a powerful reminder that recovery and resilience can lead to your most authentic self. Catch a new episode every Tuesday at 11 CST on all platforms.

EP 60: Starting All Over With Joseph Herrera In this episode of 2 Addicts & A Moron, Joseph Herrera shares his courageous journey of picking up the pieces and starting fresh in the face of profound challenges. Through deeply personal storytelling, he opens up about the turning points that sparked his transformation, the resilience that kept him going, and how he redefined hope on his path to recovery. Expect authenticity, emotional clarity, and those powerful “aha” moments that make you believe in second chances. Catch a new episode every Tuesday at 11 CST on all platforms.

EP 59: Rebuilding Old And New Relationships in Sobriety In this episode of 2 Addicts & A Moron, we dive into the delicate and powerful process of rebuilding relationships in sobriety. We explore what it takes to reconnect with people from our past and how to cultivate new, healthy connections after addiction. Expect thoughtful reflection, emotional insight, and real-life stories about forgiveness, trust-building, and finding community again on the journey to wellness. Catch a new episode every Tuesday at 11 CST on all platforms.

EP 58: From Broken Childhood to Womanhood: Stu Boy’s Wife, Destiny O’Brien’s Journey In this episode of 2 Addicts & A Moron, Destiny O’Brien—Stu Boy’s wife—shares her powerful story of growing up without a father figure and overcoming the emotional fallout it created. She opens up about how a challenging, dysfunctional childhood reshaped her understanding of love, healing, and transformation. Expect raw vulnerability, tough emotional truths, and inspiring insights that show how one woman redefined strength on her path to womanhood. Catch a new episode every Tuesday at 11 CST on all platforms.

In today’s episode, we welcome @pitbullsandaddicts to share his incredible journey of recovery and his mission to help pit bulls.

2 Addicts and a Moron follows Bridget, a woman who fought her way out of alcoholism and into sobriety. With honesty and courage, she shares her journey from chaos to clarity, rebuilding her life and relationships along the way. This isn’t just about overcoming addiction. it's about finding strength, self-love, and a fresh start. Bridget’s story is all about second chances and the power of transformation.

In todays episode, we’re joined by Andrew Shebay, an accomplished producer and director known for his impactful work in film. Andrew’s most notable project, 100 Miles to Redemption (2022), is a powerful documentary that follows Army veteran Shawn Livingston as he races the Pinhoti 100-mile trail in Alabama’s Talladega National Forest to overcome PTSD and addiction. Andrew shares his insights into the creative process behind this inspiring film, the challenges of storytelling in the documentary world, and how his own diverse life experiences shaped his approach to filmmaking.

Our latest episode features @officialskylerray—an incredible artist with big aspirations, inspiring people across the country.

In today’s episode, we welcome @pitbullsandaddicts to share his incredible journey of recovery and his mission to help pit bulls. This is a powerful story you won’t want to miss!

We’re joined by special guest @sathiyamesam, an expert in this field who has studied the effects of korn addiction extensively. He’ll be breaking down how it impacts us negatively and, more importantly, how to break free from it.

In this episode, Cricchi returns for his second appearance on the podcast to dive deeper into his journey. As a rapper, father, and someone who’s overcome addiction, Cricchi opens up about the challenges and triumphs that have shaped his life. He reflects on how fatherhood has influenced his music and personal growth, while also sharing insights into his past struggles with addiction and how he’s managed to move beyond them. Tune in for an inspiring conversation about transformation, resilience, and the power of music as a tool for healing.

In today’s milestone 50th episode, we have a truly special guest: Steven Sheehan. A handyman, a brother, and someone who will help you get back on your feet. This episode is packed with laughter, emotion, and shocking moments – a rollercoaster of feelings you won’t want to miss!

This one’s extra special with our guest, Becky Hamel. It’s a powerful yet humorous conversation where Becky opens up about her journey through addiction and recovery.

In todays episode, we have a special guest! Mike's Sponsor! We are back with a brand new episode y'all don't want to miss out on! We are officially back, dropping episodes every week!

We had the honor to interview @emilycbonds A lot of great things in this episode.

We recap an amazing year for us at @2addictsandamoron! Our co-Hosts @mikestuboy @officialjkline @joeythemoron talk about some of their goals for the new year! We’re so grateful for all the guests we’ve had, the messages, love, and all the support we’ve received from our community and viewers, and we look forward to creating more you all in 2025!

100 Miles To Redemption with @iam.shawnlivingston! Shawn is an inspiring and impactful man in #Recovery who shares about his life in addiction, his struggles, his successes and how he got on the path to #Redemption. Shawn was featured in the documentary, 100 To Redemption, which can be found on Amazon Prime, and is the host and creator of his own podcast.

Tackling Addiction: With @brayyvenhager and his father, Britt Hager. In this unique episode we discuss the family dynamic from the addict himself, and the father and family who love them.

In this heartfelt and inspiring episode, we sit down with Satch Selden, a remarkable individual who has journeyed through the depths of addiction, eating disorder and emerged stronger, thanks to his unwavering faith and determination. Satch shares his story of struggle, recovery, and the pivotal role trusting God played in transforming his life.

In this episode of 2 Addicts and a Moron, musician and former professional drinker Joshua Deen shares his brutally honest and wickedly humorous journey through two decades of indulging in Los Angeles nightlife and the chaos brought on by alcohol. Rejecting traditional rehab and 12-step programs, Joshua reveals his unconventional path to breaking free from toxic drinking culture and reclaiming his life on his own terms. Whether you're sober curious, navigating sobriety, or trying to understand the struggles of a loved one, Joshua's story offers raw insights, hope, and a refreshing perspective on recovery without the aid of traditional programs.

In this episode of 2 Addicts and a Moron, we introduce Jersey Dan—an individual who chose to forge a new direction when faced with life’s toughest decisions. He shares the steps he took to break free from harmful patterns, and friends who guided him, and the lessons he’s still learning along the way. Join us as we explore Dan’s story of resilience, personal growth, and the determination it takes to walk a different path.

On this episode of 2 Addicts and a Moron, we’re joined by Yesenia, a beacon of hope and resilience in recovery, to talk about her journey into the "Sunlight of the Spirit." Yesenia shares her powerful story of addiction, her path to sobriety, and how her connection to spirituality transformed her life. Now, she’s dedicated to inspiring others to embrace recovery and rediscover their own light. 🌟

In the latest episode of 2 Addicts and a Moron, we welcome Michael Collins, the renowned explorer behind the Wandering Wolf YouTube channel. Michael opens up about his past struggles with drug addiction and how he transformed his life through recovery. Now, he channels his passion into exploring ancient civilizations and hidden histories, using his journeys to inspire others to seek meaning and purpose beyond their struggles. His story is a powerful testament to overcoming addiction and finding a new path through passion and exploration. Tune in for an unforgettable conversation about resilience, recovery, and rediscovery.

In this episode of 2 Addicts and a Moron, we sit down with Aaliyah to discuss her journey as a young person in recovery. Aaliyah opens up about the challenges and triumphs she’s faced while building a life of sobriety. She also shares insights about her relationship with Sean, a previous guest, and how their shared experiences have shaped their connection and supported their healing.

In this episode of 2 Addicts and a Moron, we sit down with the author of A Crooked Smile: What It Took to Escape a Decade of Homelessness, Addiction, and Crime, who shares his raw and unfiltered journey through addiction. From the depths of struggle to the power of redemption, his story is one of resilience, hope, and finding a voice through the written word. This conversation is a testament to the strength it takes to turn pain into purpose.

In this episode of 2 Addicts and a Moron, we dive into the powerful story of Robert Golston—a man whose life took an unexpected turn when he faced a journey of deep self-realization. Through raw honesty and unfiltered moments, Robert opens up about hitting a crossroads and the painful yet liberating truths he had to confront. It’s a story of stepping out of old patterns, rediscovering purpose, and finding strength in vulnerability.

In this episode of 2 Addicts and a Moron, we sit down with Bradley Sparks—better known online as n3mo. Once struggling with addiction, Bradley has transformed his life and become a viral sensation on TikTok through his unique lip-syncing videos. He shares his journey from rock bottom to social media stardom, discussing the challenges and rewards of staying sober in the spotlight. Join us as we dive deep into Bradley’s inspiring story, exploring how he balances fame, personal growth, and the ongoing journey of recovery.

In this heartfelt episode, Haley M. opens up about the impact of family, the pain of losing a close friend, and how she’s finding strength through it all. Her story is a moving reminder of resilience and the importance of connection in difficult times.

In this episode of 2 Addicts and a Moron, we dive into the life of a talented tattoo artist who overcame addiction and transformed his craft through sobriety. His journey is filled with raw honesty, powerful moments of self-discovery, and a deep passion for art. This episode is a must-watch for anyone seeking inspiration, as it explores how creativity and personal redemption can go hand in hand.

A man who has transformed his life in extraordinary ways. After battling addiction as a teenager, Ryan managed to turn his life around and is now a successful author and the founder of a sober water company. He opens up about the struggles of addiction in adolescence, the turning points that led him to seek sobriety, and the passion that drives his business today.

We join forces to share their powerful stories of overcoming addiction. In this special crossover episode, both podcasts dive deep into personal journeys, revealing the struggles and triumphs of how each host battled substance abuse and eventually found the path to sobriety. The conversation centers around raw honesty, resilience, and the shared goal of breaking the stigma around addiction. This episode brings together three hosts from "Against All Odds" and "2 Addicts and a Moron," providing unique perspectives on recovery. Their combined experiences make for an inspiring, candid discussion about the strength it takes to turn lives around and build a better future.

We’re excited to announce our first female guest on the podcast: @allyfleming.x! Ally is an inspiring individual who has triumphed over addiction, and she’ll be sharing her incredible journey with us in today's episode!

🎙️We are thrilled to announce that our first guest is the talented and inspiring artist @iam_cricchi! With over 200,000 streams on his latest album, Cricchi is making waves in the music scene. In this episode, he will share his powerful story, delving into his past and his struggles with addiction.

🎙️Welcome back, everyone! We've completed our first season, experimenting and learning along the way. Now, we're ready to make a global impact and spread our message far and wide. Remember, you are not alone—we all need community, unity, and fellowship! 🎙️

🎙️ Welcome to the final episode of this season! Today, we're exploring a topic that's both challenging and deeply personal: the experiences of a 'normal'—those who are not battling addiction themselves, but who witness their loved ones struggling with it.

Today we sit down with Tamra, a resilient woman who turned her life around after years of dealing drugs and struggling with addiction. Now a devoted wife and mother, Tamra shares her powerful story of overcoming her past and embracing a future filled with hope and sobriety.

Today we sit down with Teryn S., a former drug dealer who battled addiction for years before making a life-changing decision to turn his life around. Teryn opens up about his darkest moments, the struggles he faced in the drug game, and the difficult but rewarding path to sobriety. His journey from hustling on the streets to embracing a new, healthier lifestyle is nothing short of inspiring.

Jenna Foster, a courageous survivor and recovery advocate, shares her powerful story of overcoming addiction and escaping the cycle of abusive relationships. In this raw and inspiring video, Jenna opens up about the darkest moments of her past and the strength she found to reclaim her life. Her journey of healing and resilience serves as a beacon of hope for those facing similar battles, proving that it's possible to break free and rebuild.

Chris Gates, a talented writer and musician who has created music for famous bands, shares his powerful journey through addiction and recovery. In this heartfelt video, Chris opens up about the challenges he faced and how he found strength in music and storytelling to reclaim his life. Join him as he reflects on his experiences, offering hope and inspiration to others battling similar struggles.

Garrett C. is a man of resilience and redemption. Once consumed by addiction, he fought his way back through sheer determination and faith in God. His belief became the foundation of his recovery, helping him rise from his darkest moments. Now, Garrett is a living example of hope, sharing his powerful story to inspire others still struggling with addiction.

In Episode 25 of Two Addicts and a Moron, we welcome a powerful new guest, Ashley H., who opens up about her journey through addiction, toxic relationships, and the struggles of being a mother. Ashley shares her deeply emotional story, filled with heartbreaking moments but also hope for a better future. This episode dives into the harsh realities of addiction while highlighting the strength and resilience needed to rise above it. Don't miss this incredibly raw and moving conversation.

Tomorrow at 11CST, tune in to a special episode of '2 Addicts & A Moron' featuring Frank Parisi, a renowned motivational speaker, bestselling author in three countries, and recovering addict. A devoted Dad, husband, friend, and child of God, Frank's insights are not to be missed. #podcasting #texas #newyork #addiction #recovery #austin

In this conversation, the hosts reflect on past episodes and guests, discussing the importance of asking more questions and digging deeper into their stories. They emphasize the significance of supporting both addicts and their families, and the impact of vulnerability and sharing personal experiences. They also discuss the challenges of dating while being open about their addiction and recovery journeys. The hosts express gratitude for the positive feedback they have received and announce the upcoming release of merchandise. They encourage listeners to reach out for support and highlight the importance of surrendering and finding one's own bottom in addiction. Keywords addiction, recovery, guests, support, vulnerability, family, dating, merchandise, surrender Takeaways • As hosts, it is important to ask more questions and dig deeper into guests' stories • Supporting both addicts and their families is crucial • Vulnerability and sharing personal experiences can help others feel less alone • Dating while being open about addiction and recovery can be challenging • Gratitude for the positive impact of the podcast and the support received • Upcoming release of merchandise • Encouragement for listeners to reach out for support and find their own bottom in addiction Sound Bites • "You find your bottom or your bottom finds you" • "Don't let certain things from certain, there's not a one size fit all formula for this or recipe" • "We're always here for you" Chapters 00:00 Reflecting on Past Episodes and Guests 05:49 Supporting Families and Including Them in the Conversation 10:10 Navigating Relationships and Vulnerability in Recovery 13:58 Gratitude, Merchandise, and Celebrating the Impact of the Podcast 24:56 Surrendering and Embracing Recovery: Finding Your Bottom

In this conversation, the guest, Kat Gibbons, shares her experience as a heroin addict and the progression of her addiction. She discusses how her addiction started at a young age and how she always felt different and out of place. She talks about her use of various drugs, including heroin, fentanyl, Adderall, and Xanax. Kat describes the consequences she faced, such as losing her job, apartment, and car, and living on the streets. She also shares a pivotal moment when her boyfriend was killed in a mass shooting, which made her contemplate her own life and the need for change. Despite multiple attempts at treatment, Kat struggled to stay sober until she finally reached a point of surrender and willingness to get help. In this conversation, the guest shares her experience with addiction, recovery, and the role of faith in her journey. She discusses the impact of COVID-19 on addiction and how it allowed scammers to thrive. The guest also talks about her struggle with fentanyl addiction and the challenges of managing its powerful effects. She emphasizes the importance of humility and surrendering to a higher power in recovery. The conversation highlights the significance of women supporting each other in recovery and the rewards of helping others. Keywords heroin addiction, fentanyl, progression, consequences, homelessness, mass shooting, surrender, treatment, addiction, recovery, faith, COVID-19, scammers, fentanyl, humility, surrender, higher power, women in recovery Takeaways • Addiction can start at a young age, even in individuals who had a good childhood and supportive parents. • The progression of addiction can lead to severe consequences, such as homelessness, loss of relationships, and legal issues. • Pivotal moments, such as the loss of a loved one, can serve as wake-up calls and motivate individuals to seek help. • The power of choice is often lost in addiction, and individuals may continue using drugs despite the negative consequences. • Treatment can be a challenging process, with relapses and resistance to change, but it is possible to find recovery with persistence and support. COVID-19 provided an opportunity for scammers to thrive and for addicts to game the system. • Fentanyl addiction can be intense and challenging to manage due to its powerful effects. • Humility and surrendering to a higher power are crucial in recovery. • Supporting and helping other women in recovery is a rewarding and fulfilling experience. • Having faith and trusting in a higher power can lead to a transformative spiritual experience. Sound Bites • "I am either going to like do dope and like die and like kill myself and overdose on purpose so I can go like be with him or I'm gonna try to like get better." • "I remember laying there waiting for them to call me for my induction. And I literally was like, fuck, out loud, screaming." • "I call somebody and they give me like 10 bucks on cash up and I hit up my friend and I'm like, dude, if you come pick me up, I'll give you 10 bucks. That's all I have right now." • "COVID allowed us in a lot of people, not even just addicts, to game the system." • "Am I? Yeah, I don't know what the hell it is." • "Get over yourself, be willing to hear something different." Chapters 00:00 Introduction and Reflection on the Journey 03:00 The Start of Addiction and Feeling Different 07:46 The Progression of Addiction and Consequences 12:51 A Pivotal Moment: Coping with Loss 20:51 The Power of Choice and Resistance to Change 29:00 The Challenges of Treatment and the Path to Recovery 39:34 The Impact of COVID-19 on Addiction and Scammers 45:17 Struggling with Fentanyl Addiction 49:27 The Importance of Humility and Surrender in Recovery 54:48 Women Supporting Each Other in Recovery 01:09:26 The Rewards of Helping Others in Recovery 01:16:25 The Transformative Power of Faith in Recovery

The conversation revolves around the guest's experience with addiction and recovery. They discuss their introduction to drugs, the progression of their addiction, and the impact it had on their life. They also touch on the importance of open conversations about addiction with children and the challenges of parenting in the modern age. The conversation highlights the need for education and awareness surrounding addiction and the importance of creating a safe space for open dialogue. In this conversation, Gil shares his personal journey of addiction and recovery. He discusses the events that led to his addiction, including a traumatic childhood and the loss of his adoptive parents. Gil opens up about his experiences with substance abuse, including overdosing and near-death experiences. He also talks about his time in rehab and the importance of mental health in his recovery. Gil emphasizes the need for self-care and setting boundaries in order to maintain a healthy and balanced life in recovery. He also challenges the stigma surrounding addiction and advocates for harm reduction and a love-based approach to recovery. Keywords addiction, recovery, drugs, partying, high school, college, justification, parenting, education, safe space, addiction, recovery, trauma, substance abuse, overdose, rehab, mental health, self-care, boundaries, stigma, harm reduction, love-based approach Takeaways • Addiction can start innocently with partying and experimentation, but it can quickly progress and become a serious problem. • Open and honest conversations about addiction with children are crucial in helping them make informed decisions and navigate the challenges they may face. • Parenting in the modern age requires education and awareness about the various substances and issues that children may encounter. • Creating a safe space for open dialogue can help individuals struggling with addiction feel supported and seek help. • Education and understanding about addiction are essential in breaking the stigma and providing effective support and treatment. Traumatic experiences in childhood can contribute to addiction later in life. • Overdosing and near-death experiences can be wake-up calls for seeking help and entering rehab. • Mental health issues, such as depression, anxiety, and autism, can coexist with addiction and impact recovery. • Establishing healthy boundaries and practicing self-care are essential for maintaining a balanced life in recovery. • The recovery community provides a supportive and compassionate environment for healing and growth. • Harm reduction and a love-based approach to recovery can be more effective in helping individuals overcome addiction. • Seeking therapy and utilizing all available resources can aid in the recovery process. • Challenging the stigma surrounding addiction is crucial for creating a more understanding and supportive society. Sound Bites • "I was going to school for criminal justice and psychology. The goal was to be a federal agent." • "I was doing it like Wednesday, Thursday, Friday. So I was, there was a point the second half, that second semester where I was doing it damn near every day." • "Most kids, at least in my experience, are gonna do the exact opposite. Like this is almost natural instinct to rebel." • "I was fucked up, but that's not why we went into the snowbank." • "Who wants to smoke a 'Gil's Not Dead' blunt?" • "I had this inkling for the longest time that there might be something more to it."

Rachel Elizabeth shares her journey of addiction, starting with experimenting with alcohol and cigarettes as a young teenager. She felt a sense of not fitting in and turned to substances to cope. She tried various drugs, including cocaine, ecstasy, and eventually opiates. She became addicted to OxyContin and later transitioned to heroin. Rachel recognized that she had a problem but was in denial and rationalized her addiction. She experienced consequences such as losing jobs and resorting to pawning items and even robbing people to support her habit. Eventually, she went to treatment in 2013. The conversation in this part focuses on the speaker's journey through addiction and recovery. They discuss the desperation and shame they felt while in active addiction, their attempts to manage their drug use, and their experiences in treatment centers. The speaker also talks about their newfound sobriety and the positive changes it has brought to their life. They share their gratitude for their current circumstances and their desire to help others who are struggling with addiction. In this final part of the conversation, Rachel Elizabeth discusses her journey to recovery and the challenges she faced along the way. She shares her experience of surrendering to the recovery process and the importance of staying committed to it. She also talks about the impact of losing loved ones to addiction and how it motivated her to stay sober. Rachel Elizabeth highlights the mental aspects of content creation and the pressure it can bring. She emphasizes the importance of staying mentally well and aligned with one's purpose. The conversation concludes with a discussion on the power of addiction recovery and the positive impact it can have on individuals and communities. Keywords addiction, experimentation, coping, alcohol, cigarettes, drugs, cocaine, ecstasy, opiates, OxyContin, heroin, denial, consequences, treatment, addiction, recovery, shame, desperation, treatment, sobriety, gratitude, helping others, recovery, addiction, surrender, commitment, loss, motivation, content creation, mental health, purpose, power of recovery Takeaways • Experimentation with substances can start at a young age as a way to cope with feelings of not fitting in. • Addiction can escalate from less harmful substances to more dangerous ones, such as opiates and heroin. • Denial and rationalization are common defense mechanisms for addicts, preventing them from seeking help. • Consequences, such as job loss and engaging in illegal activities, can occur as a result of addiction. • Treatment can be a turning point for individuals struggling with addiction. Addiction can lead to desperate and shameful actions, even when the person doesn't want to continue using drugs. • Treatment centers can provide a supportive environment for recovery, but it's important to fully commit to the program and do the internal work. • Sobriety is possible, even for those who have struggled with addiction for a long time. • Sharing personal stories of addiction and recovery can help inspire and support others who are going through similar experiences. • Open and honest communication with children about addiction is crucial to prepare them for potential challenges in the future. • Rebuilding trust with loved ones is a significant milestone in the recovery process. Surrendering to the recovery process and being willing to do whatever it takes is crucial for successful long-term sobriety. • Losing loved ones to addiction can be a powerful motivator to stay sober and make positive changes in one's life. • Content creation can be mentally challenging, and it is important to prioritize mental well-being and stay aligned with one's purpose. • Recovery has the power to transform lives and create positive change, both for individuals and communities.

In this episode, the guest, Jacob D, shares his journey of addiction and recovery. He discusses how his addiction started with drugs and alcohol as a means to escape his feelings of not being good enough and fear of abandonment. Jacob talks about the traumatic experiences that further fueled his addiction, including the death of a close friend. He eventually moved to Texas to start a new life and found some stability, but continued to struggle with his addiction. The conversation covers the speaker's experiences with drugs, specifically cocaine and methamphetamine, and the impact it had on his life. He discusses his addiction, the toxic relationships it led to, and the legal consequences he faced. The speaker also talks about his time in prison, his near-death experience in a car accident, and his eventual journey towards recovery. In this conversation, the guest shares his journey from addiction to recovery and how he found purpose in helping others. He talks about his experiences with the law, his relationship with his daughter, and his growth in sobriety. The guest emphasizes the importance of being of service and staying connected to a higher power. He also discusses the transformation he experienced in treatment and the impact it had on his life. Overall, the conversation highlights the power of recovery and the ability to turn one's life around. Keywords addiction, recovery, drugs, alcohol, escape, fear of abandonment, traumatic experiences, death of a friend, stability, drugs, addiction, cocaine, methamphetamine, toxic relationships, legal consequences, prison, car accident, recovery, addiction, recovery, purpose, helping others, law, relationships, growth, sobriety, service, higher power, treatment, transformation Takeaways Addiction can stem from deep-rooted feelings of not being good enough and fear of abandonment. Traumatic experiences can further fuel addiction and perpetuate a victim mentality. Moving to a new environment can provide a fresh start, but the underlying issues of addiction may still persist. Finding stability and making positive changes in life does not necessarily mean overcoming addiction completely. Addiction can lead to toxic relationships and have severe legal consequences. The speaker's experiences highlight the dangers and negative effects of drugs like cocaine and methamphetamine. The speaker's near-death experience in a car accident served as a wake-up call, but he still struggled with addiction. The lack of awareness and education around the addictive nature of prescription drugs is concerning. The speaker's journey towards recovery involved the support of a lawyer and the realization that he needed to change his life. Recovery is a journey of growth and transformation. Helping others is a key component of staying sober and finding purpose. Being of service and staying connected to a higher power are important in maintaining sobriety. Relationships can be repaired and improved in recovery. Recovery provides an opportunity for personal growth and a chance to live a fulfilling life. Sound Bites "I've just never been okay with being me" "Driven by the fear of abandonment" "I thought he had died" "My daughter was born, we had gotten married. It was for the wrong reasons and like, you know, we're both friends today." "It was like a toxic relationship that you just can't get out of." "I was fucking wired for sound dude everywhere I went man." "I checked into treatment... Not because I wanted to, not because I had a problem. All my externals, like everybody else was my fucking problem." "I found my way into treatment, man. Like I didn't really pay much mind the first couple weeks... But then like, know, shit gets really emotional, right? Because now I'm removed from the drugs." "They mailed it to home and then my girlfriend at the time mailed it to me. Oh, okay. Mailed it to me. So you're catching more charges as you're in rehab."

In this conversation, the hosts discuss their personal experiences with addiction and the challenges they faced. They touch on topics such as the use of Suboxone and methadone as treatment options, the difficulties of coming off opioids, and the long-term effects of these medications. They also share stories of their lowest moments and the desperation they felt during their addiction. The conversation highlights the need for better solutions and support for individuals struggling with addiction. In this conversation, Chastity Munoz shares her journey of addiction and recovery, highlighting the challenges she faced and the lessons she learned along the way. She discusses her experiences with Suboxone and the importance of finding spiritual awakening and self-healing in the recovery process. Chastity also opens up about the impact of her addiction on her son and the healing that has taken place in their relationship. The conversation emphasizes the need for empathy and understanding towards addiction and the importance of sharing personal stories to help others in their own recovery journeys. Keywords addiction, Suboxone, methadone, treatment, opioids, withdrawal, personal experiences, addiction, recovery, Suboxone, spiritual awakening, self-healing, impact on family, empathy, personal stories Takeaways Suboxone and methadone are commonly used as treatment options for opioid addiction, but they can also be addictive and difficult to come off of. Long-term use of Suboxone and methadone may not be the best solution for recovery, as it can lead to dependence and hinder progress. The withdrawal symptoms from opioids can be severe and debilitating, making it challenging for individuals to quit. Personal experiences with addiction vary, but many individuals struggle with finding the right support and resources to overcome their addiction. There is a need for better solutions and support systems for individuals struggling with addiction, including access to comprehensive treatment programs and alternative therapies. Suboxone can be effective in preventing individuals from getting high, but it can also lead to severe withdrawal symptoms if misused. Finding spiritual awakening and dedicating time to self-healing are crucial aspects of the recovery process. Addiction can have a profound impact on family members, and healing and forgiveness are essential for rebuilding relationships. Sharing personal stories and experiences can help reduce stigma and provide support and inspiration to others in their own recovery journeys. Sound Bites "The worst precipitated withdrawals I have ever experienced in my life." "I just need to go to sleep. I just need to go to sleep." "I just ate some bad food." "Suboxone did not work in that instance" "Suboxone sends you into an immediate withdrawal state that is worse than regular withdrawal" "My son saved my life during a car accident" Chapters 00:00 Introduction and Personal Backgrounds 01:30 Introducing Chastity Munoz and Her Podcast 03:28 Acknowledging Those Still Suffering 04:10 Chastity's Struggles with Addiction 05:28 Getting Involved in Dangerous Situations 08:14 The Impact of Suboxone and Methadone 09:37 The Rise and Fall of Pill Mills 13:22 The Challenges of Coming Off Suboxone 18:00 The Methadone Program Experience 22:22 The Long-Term Use of Suboxone and Methadone 26:09 Dependence on Suboxone and Methadone 29:16 A Personal Story of Precipitated Withdrawals 32:24 Desperation and Lowest Moments 33:41 The Need for Better Solutions and Support 34:12 Challenges with Suboxone and Withdrawal 35:39 Spiritual Awakening and Self-Healing in Recovery 37:01 Rebuilding Relationships and Healing Family Wounds 45:30 The Impact of Addiction on Children 46:18 Building a Platform to Shape the Perspective on Addiction 57:13 Battling Pain and Addiction: Chastity's Mother's Story 01:02:23 Announcement: Partnership with Soundville Studios

In this conversation, the hosts and guest discuss addiction and recovery, with a focus on the guest's experience as a young person in recovery. They explore topics such as the age at which addiction started, the impact of addiction on family, the recognition of needing help, and the early stages of recovery. The guest shares his journey of finding sobriety and the role of spirituality in his recovery. They also touch on the challenges and discrimination faced by a young person working in the recovery field. In this conversation, the guest shares his journey of recovery and his experiences in sobriety. He discusses the importance of gaining respect through his knowledge of recovery and the steps. He also talks about his long-term goals, including helping others, getting a degree in psychology, and owning a treatment center. The guest emphasizes the power of using his voice, potentially through a podcast. He also discusses his relationship with his family and the positive changes he has seen in his mother. The conversation concludes with the guest's role as a sponsor and the importance of cultivating a relationship with God. Keywords addiction, recovery, young person, age, family, help, sobriety, spirituality, challenges, discrimination, recovery, sobriety, respect, goals, helping others, psychology, treatment center, using his voice, family, sponsor, relationship with God Takeaways Addiction can start at a young age, and recognizing the need for help is crucial. The impact of addiction on family members can be devastating. Finding sobriety at a young age can provide a new lease on life and a chance to fulfill one's potential. Spirituality and a higher power can play a significant role in recovery. Working in the recovery field as a young person can come with challenges and discrimination. Gaining respect through knowledge and experience in recovery Long-term goals of helping others, getting a degree in psychology, and owning a treatment center The power of using one's voice, potentially through a podcast Positive changes in family relationships in sobriety The role of a sponsor and the importance of cultivating a relationship with God Sound Bites "I always wanted to help people... I feel like I understand the way that people work pretty well." "For the first time in my life, I was like, okay, I never want to touch alcohol, weed, no mind altering substance in any shape or form ever." "I think he may have did some similar as me and it's just something I recommend it to all people. Immerse yourself, immerse." "I may not be your age and I may not have done this for 20 years but one thing that I do understand is recovery and one thing I do understand is the steps and one thing I do understand is how to get sober and how to stay sober." "I would like to own a treatment center one day." "I'd love to have a podcast one day, be able to use my voice in that way." Chapters 00:00 Introduction and Episode Overview 02:58 Guest Introduction and Discussion on Age and Recovery 06:03 Recognizing Addiction at a Young Age 10:20 The Impact of Trauma on Addiction 13:09 Realizing the Potential in Recovery 21:21 Catalysts for Change and Early Recovery 28:19 Working in Recovery as a Young Person 33:21 Gaining Respect and Making a Difference 35:47 Gaining Respect Through Recovery 36:48 Long-Term Goals: Helping Others and Owning a Treatment Center 38:16 Using My Voice: The Power of a Podcast 48:30 Positive Changes in Family Relationships 55:45 The Role of a Sponsor and Cultivating a Relationship with God

In this conversation, the hosts discuss various topics including addiction, recovery, and the use of substances like weed. They share personal experiences and insights, emphasizing the importance of communication and support in the recovery process. They also touch on the impact of social media and the need for occasional breaks from it. The hosts express gratitude for their friend and producer, JV, who plays a crucial role in the podcast. Keywords addiction, recovery, substances, weed, communication, support, social media Takeaways Addiction can take many forms, and it is possible to be addicted to substances like weed. Recovery is a personal journey, and what works for one person may not work for another. Communication and support are essential in the recovery process. The impact of social media on mental health and addiction should not be underestimated. Taking breaks from social media can be beneficial for overall well-being. Expressing gratitude for the support and contributions of others is important. Sound Bites "I kind of miss the stench of shit and piss in downtown Austin. God, I miss it." "Recovery is 100% sober in my eyes and living in principle." "Weed fucks me up more than anything. That's why I never did it." Chapters 00:00 Introduction and Nostalgia for Austin 03:09 Talking About Advice and Helping Others 09:41 Approaching Addiction and Recovery 16:31 The Addictive Nature of Weed 27:10 The Impact of Social Media 35:39 Communication and Substance Use 44:51 Acknowledging the Producer's Contribution

The conversation begins with some lighthearted banter before the hosts introduce themselves and acknowledge Father's Day. They express gratitude for their recent guests and discuss the commonalities in addiction stories. They share personal experiences of hitting rock bottom and the desperation that comes with addiction. The hosts also touch on the disappointment of not being able to find a vein while using drugs. The conversation is raw and honest, highlighting the struggles and challenges of addiction. In this conversation, the speakers discuss their experiences with addiction and the lengths they went to in order to obtain drugs. They share stories of begging for drugs, showing up unannounced at dealers' houses, and searching through trash to find drugs they had discarded. They also talk about the importance of being open and honest about their past struggles in order to help others who may be going through similar experiences. The speakers discuss their goals for the future, including using their music and podcast to inspire and motivate others, starting a nonprofit to help people access treatment, and opening a free treatment center. Keywords addiction, recovery, stories, commonalities, rock bottom, desperation, finding veins, addiction, drugs, begging, dealers, searching, trash, recovery, goals, music, podcast, treatment center Takeaways Addiction stories may have unique elements, but there are commonalities that connect all addicts. Hitting rock bottom and experiencing desperation are often catalysts for seeking recovery. The disappointment of not being able to find a vein while using drugs can be frustrating and demoralizing. Addiction can lead to the loss of relationships and the inability to regain what has been lost. The hosts express gratitude for their guests and the opportunity to share their stories. Addiction can drive people to extreme measures, such as begging for drugs and showing up unannounced at dealers' houses. The speakers emphasize the importance of being open and honest about their past struggles in order to help others who may be going through similar experiences. They discuss their goals for the future, including using their music and podcast to inspire and motivate others, starting a nonprofit to help people access treatment, and opening a free treatment center. They highlight the power of small gestures and acts of kindness in changing someone's day or even their life. The speakers express gratitude for the support they have received and the opportunities they have to make a positive impact. Sound Bites "I thought what I was dealing with was mental health. It was probably more the withdrawals from the Benzos and the alcohol." "I lost my house. I went through a divorce. I lost three cars. I've lost so much money and so many friends and family." "When you're not able to hit a vein or find a vein and you're so badly wanting to get that into your bloodstream." "I've had to, of course, I've had to beg my guy like, dude, please, dude. I just need a fucking 20 -piece, dude." "I wasn't driving I was walking. Yeah, whatever. I'm to my own walking two miles in a Jake you can't just keep showing up my house" "A hundred bucks a gram, which is fucking outrageous, but that's what he was charging and he could charge that because it was really, really good."

In this episode, the hosts discuss the topic of porn addiction and its connection to drug addiction. They share their personal experiences with porn addiction and how it affected their relationships and lives. They also talk about the accessibility of porn on the internet and how it can contribute to addiction. The hosts emphasize the importance of seeking help and support for addiction and encourage listeners to share their experiences and seek help if needed. Keywords porn addiction, drug addiction, accessibility, support, help Takeaways Porn addiction is a real and serious issue that can have negative effects on relationships and overall well-being. The accessibility of porn on the internet can contribute to addiction and make it difficult to break free from the cycle. Seeking help and support is crucial for overcoming addiction, whether it's related to drugs or porn. Sharing experiences and seeking help can help individuals realize that they are not alone in their struggles. Sound Bites "No topic is off limits with No topic" "I got 58 fucking tabs open" "I don't have to watch it for 10 hours anymore" Chapters 00:00 Introduction and Episode Overview 06:19 The Impact of Porn Addiction 12:41 The Accessibility of Porn on the Internet 29:13 Personal Experiences with Porn Addiction 38:09 The Importance of Seeking Help and Support 47:35 Remembering Loved Ones 48:02 Closing Remarks and Call to Action

In this conversation, the hosts discuss their experiences with addiction and recovery. They share personal stories about drug use, physical effects, and mental health. They also talk about the importance of community and support in the recovery process. The hosts celebrate a milestone of 18 months of sobriety for one of them and honor the memory of two individuals who lost their lives to addiction. Keywords addiction, recovery, drug use, physical effects, mental health, community, support, sobriety, memory, honor Takeaways Addiction and drug use can have severe physical and mental effects on individuals Recovery is a continuous process that requires support and community Milestones in sobriety should be celebrated and honored Remembering and honoring those who have lost their lives to addiction is important Sound Bites "Let's pivot into a fucking topic" "Happy birthday brother" "Rest in peace, Caitlin Trotter and Yuri Marcus" Chapters 00:00 Drug use and physical effects 03:21 The power of community and support 07:03 Celebrating milestones in sobriety 14:09 Transition to a new topic 41:05 Celebrating a birthday 46:21 Honoring the memory of Caitlin Trotter and Yuri Marcus

In this episode, the hosts celebrate their 2000 subscribers and reflect on their journey so far. They discuss the concept of 'carpet farming' and share stories of finding unexpected substances on the floor. The conversation then takes a more serious turn as they discuss the loss of loved ones to addiction and the struggles of recovery. They read a powerful comment from a listener who shares their own harrowing experience with addiction and the challenges they face in wanting to stop. The hosts emphasize the importance of asking for help and finding support in the recovery community. Keywords celebration, subscribers, carpet farming, addiction, loss, recovery, asking for help, support Takeaways The hosts celebrate reaching 2000 subscribers and express gratitude for their listeners' support. They share stories of 'carpet farming' and finding unexpected substances on the floor. The conversation turns to the loss of loved ones to addiction and the challenges of recovery. They emphasize the importance of asking for help and finding support in the recovery community. Sound Bites "Thank you so much, everybody. Thank you so much for listening, liking, subscribing, hit the bell, keep doing it." "Carpet farming is when you run out of dope and you go looking for it anywhere, and the best place to look for it is in the carpet." "The hosts share personal stories of losing loved ones to addiction and express the importance of honoring their memory." Chapters 00:00 Celebrating 2000 Subscribers 02:50 The Strange Phenomenon of 'Carpet Farming' 07:27 The Heartbreaking Losses of Addiction 16:22 The Importance of Asking for Help and Finding Support

In this episode, the hosts discuss their experiences with addiction and offer insights on how to support someone struggling with addiction. They also talk about the importance of tough love and the challenges of enabling. The hosts share personal stories and emphasize the need for love, compassion, and understanding when helping someone with addiction. They also discuss the impact of addiction on their lives and the importance of working the steps in recovery. The episode ends with announcements about future plans and the importance of seeking help from professionals. Keywords addiction, support, tough love, enabling, personal stories, love, compassion, understanding, working the steps, recovery, announcements, seeking help Takeaways Supporting someone with addiction requires tough love and setting boundaries Enabling can prolong the addiction and prevent the person from seeking help Love, compassion, and understanding are essential when helping someone with addiction Working the steps in recovery is a transformative process Seeking professional help is crucial for effective support and treatment Sound Bites "Supporting the people who love the addict" "The importance of tough love in helping someone with addiction" "The challenges of supporting someone with addiction" Chapters 00:00 Introduction and Episode Milestone 06:16 Supporting the People Who Love the Addict 18:08 The Power of Tough Love 26:21 Challenges of Supporting Someone with Addiction 39:37 Working the Steps and Supporting Each Other in Recovery 45:54 The Controversy of Using Kratom as a Replacement

In this episode, the hosts express their gratitude for the growth of their podcast and the support of their listeners. They share a heartfelt message about the impact they are making and the importance of sharing personal stories. The conversation then transitions to the theme of redirecting entrepreneurial spirit in recovery. The hosts discuss their own experiences of pursuing their passions and finding purpose in sobriety. They emphasize the importance of patience, building a solid foundation, and defining success on one's own terms. They also highlight the need to surround oneself with the right people and maintain moral integrity. In this conversation, the speakers discuss their motivations for being better people to themselves and others. They reflect on their past actions and the damage they caused while in addiction. They emphasize the importance of surrounding themselves with positive influences and staying committed to their recovery. They also talk about navigating regular life sober and how they handle temptations and triggers. The speakers express gratitude for their sobriety and the opportunity to live a fulfilling life without the need for drugs or alcohol. Keywords gratitude, growth, impact, personal stories, entrepreneurial spirit, recovery, passions, purpose, patience, foundation, success, right people, moral integrity, motivation, addiction, recovery, sobriety, positive influences, regular life, temptations, triggers, gratitude Takeaways Expressing gratitude for the growth of a podcast and the impact it is making can be a powerful motivator. Sharing personal stories can inspire and help others who are struggling. Redirecting entrepreneurial spirit in recovery involves finding new passions and defining success on one's own terms. Patience and building a solid foundation are key to pursuing goals in sobriety. Surrounding oneself with the right people and maintaining moral integrity are important for long-term success. Motivation for being a better person comes from realizing the damage caused in addiction and wanting to make amends. Surrounding oneself with positive influences and supportive people is crucial for maintaining sobriety. Navigating regular life sober requires self-awareness, setting boundaries, and avoiding triggers. Sobriety brings a sense of gratitude and the ability to live a fulfilling life without the need for drugs or alcohol. Sound Bites "This thing has grown like a goddamn weed" "We're just three regular dudes that are foot soldiers in the world of addiction and now foot soldiers in the world of sobriety" "All of our voices matter. All of our stories matter. And there's no pain is pain. Hurt is hurt. Loss is loss." "You can't take it with you, but you can leave it here." "My biggest motive is my daughter." "Your story isn't finished." Chapters 00:00 Gratitude and Growth 05:00 Foot Soldiers in Addiction and Sobriety 10:47 The Importance of Sharing Stories 13:11 Embracing Vulnerability and Weirdness 18:04 Passion and Purpose in Sobriety 23:01 Patience and Building a Solid Foundation 26:24 Defining Success on One's Own Terms 31:11 Surrounding Oneself with the Right People 32:39 Maintaining Moral Integrity 33:33 Finding Motivation in Making Amends 37:30 The Importance of Positive Influences 43:22 Navigating Regular Life Sober 49:34 Gratitude for Sobriety

In this episode, the hosts discuss various topics related to addiction and recovery. They start by introducing themselves and their backgrounds. They then talk about a humorous concept called 'carpet farming,' which refers to the act of searching for drugs in the carpet. The hosts also address the role of faith in sobriety and offer advice to those who may struggle with it. They share personal experiences and emphasize the importance of developing a relationship with a higher power. The conversation then shifts to discussing dreams of relapse and how to cope with them. In this part of the conversation, the hosts discuss vivid dreams in recovery and the challenges of dating while in recovery. They also touch on the impact of addiction on parents and the importance of setting boundaries and seeking support. The hosts emphasize the need for self-love and self-care in order to have healthy relationships. Keywords addiction, recovery, carpet farming, faith, sobriety, higher power, dreams of relapse, vivid dreams, recovery, dating, boundaries, support, addiction, parents, self-love Takeaways Carpet farming is a humorous term used to describe the act of searching for drugs in the carpet. Having faith in a higher power can play a significant role in recovery, but it is a personal journey and not everyone may have the same beliefs. Developing a relationship with a higher power can provide guidance, support, and a sense of peace in recovery. Dreams of relapse are common in early recovery, but they can be managed by staying connected to recovery resources and doing the necessary work. It is important to have patience and trust the process of recovery, even when facing challenges or doubts. Vivid dreams in recovery can be intense and feel very real. Dating in recovery requires self-reflection and being ready to show up in a healthy way. Setting boundaries and seeking support are crucial in maintaining sobriety while in a relationship. Addiction can have a profound impact on parents, causing worry, hurt, and feelings of helplessness. Learning about addiction and setting healthy boundaries can help parents support their children without enabling their addiction. Self-love and self-care are essential in order to have healthy relationships. Sound Bites "Carpet farming is one of the funniest fucking things I've ever heard in my life." "Trust God a little bit, learn how to trust him, learn how to get that trust back for him, and then start asking him for things, start having conversations with him." "Dreams of relapse were about as real as they possibly can be. I don't have them as much anymore." "These dreams can be so vivid and so real." "Dating in recovery. Dating a normie. Dating a recovered addict." "Your sobriety should be number one." Chapters 00:00 Introductions and the Concept of Carpet Farming 11:29 The Role of Faith in Sobriety 26:44 Coping with Dreams of Relapse 29:28 The Intensity of Vivid Dreams in Recovery 32:26 Navigating Dating in Recovery 36:14 The Impact of Addiction on Parents 45:11 Setting Boundaries and Seeking Support 53:08 The Importance of Self-Love in Relationships

In this episode, the hosts discuss the theme of acceptance in addiction recovery. They share personal stories of accepting their past actions and the challenges faced by their loved ones in accepting their apologies. They also explore the concept of surrender and the importance of surrendering control over addiction. The hosts discuss the role of impulsivity in their addiction and the need to surrender the desire to use drugs. They also touch on the topic of relationships in recovery and the challenges of finding acceptance and surrender in romantic relationships. The episode concludes with a discussion on the difficulty of accepting outcomes when trying to help others in recovery. In this part of the conversation, the hosts discuss the importance of acceptance in recovery. They share personal experiences of accepting the outcomes of their actions and the challenges they faced in the process. They also emphasize the need to let others go on their own journey and not enable them. The hosts talk about the dangers of giving money to people in addiction and the responsibility they feel to not contribute to someone's potential overdose or death. They also touch on the topic of healthy relationships and the importance of taking things slow and letting them develop naturally. Keywords acceptance, addiction recovery, surrender, past actions, apologies, impulsivity, relationships, helping others, acceptance, recovery, personal experiences, enabling, healthy relationships Takeaways Acceptance is a crucial aspect of addiction recovery, both for individuals in recovery and their loved ones. Surrendering control over addiction is necessary for long-term recovery. Impulsivity can be a challenge in addiction recovery, and self-awareness is key to managing it. Finding acceptance and surrender in romantic relationships can be difficult but is essential for healthy partnerships in recovery. Helping others in recovery requires acceptance of outcomes and the understanding that everyone's journey is unique. Acceptance is a crucial aspect of recovery, and it involves acknowledging and embracing the outcomes of one's actions. Letting others go on their own journey is important, even if it is difficult to watch them make the same mistakes. Giving money to people in addiction can enable them and contribute to their potential overdose or death. Taking things slow and allowing relationships to develop naturally is essential for building healthy connections. Acceptance requires a shift in perspective and a willingness to face and address past mistakes. Sound Bites "Acceptance, it's something that I've struggled with my whole life." "Acceptance, it's over with, dude, let it go." "Sometimes it's not rejection. It's God's redirection." "It sucks to watch sometimes, but they have to go and find out for themselves." "I can't send you money. I'm not going to be a participant in your potential overdose or death." "I can finally let things happen naturally and organically and embrace this is meant to be great." Chapters 00:00 Introduction and Expectations 03:15 Acceptance and Surrender in Addiction Recovery 10:45 Navigating Relationships in Recovery 21:35 Challenges of Helping Others in Recovery 33:25 The Importance of Acceptance 35:17 Letting Others Go on Their Own Journey 36:41 The Dangers of Enabling and Giving Money 38:36 Building Healthy Relationships 39:05 The Power of Taking Things Slow 48:33 Embracing a Shift in Perspective

In this episode, the hosts introduce themselves and discuss their roles in the podcast. They also talk about their new sponsor, share updates on their recovery steps, and discuss how they deal with bad days and urges to use drugs. They emphasize the importance of working the steps, relying on a support system, and staying connected to a higher power. In this conversation, the guest shares his experiences with addiction and recovery, specifically focusing on the dangers of fentanyl and the importance of using one's voice to help others. He discusses the mindset and triggers associated with addiction, as well as the impact it had on his relationships, including his daughter. The guest emphasizes the need for balance, gratitude, and staying connected to a support system in order to maintain sobriety. He also highlights the power of sharing one's story and being of service to others in recovery. Keywords introduction, recovery, steps, sponsor, bad days, urges, support system, higher power, addiction, recovery, fentanyl, mindset, triggers, relationships, balance, gratitude, support system, sharing, service Takeaways Introducing oneself and sharing personal experiences can help create a connection with the audience. Working the recovery steps and having a support system are crucial for maintaining sobriety. Dealing with bad days and urges to use drugs requires finding healthy coping mechanisms and relying on a higher power. Sharing vulnerabilities and seeking help from others can lead to personal growth and a stronger recovery journey. The guest emphasizes the importance of using one's voice to help others in recovery and to prevent further deaths from addiction. He discusses the dangers of fentanyl and the prevalence of its use in various drugs, highlighting the need for caution and awareness. The guest shares his personal experiences with addiction and the impact it had on his relationships, particularly with his daughter. He emphasizes the importance of balance, gratitude, and staying connected to a support system in order to maintain sobriety. Sound Bites "We lost our sponsor. It's fucking carrots and melted gummies." "Step work is actually pretty easy. Perspective is everything." "I wanna kill myself. I can't take this anymore." "Thank God I have to live like that." "Every time I would walk into a new bathroom." "I don't fear the disease of addiction anymore." Chapters 00:00 Introducing Ourselves 02:57 Losing and Finding a Sponsor 04:50 Step Update: Progress and Challenges 12:31 Dealing with Bad Days 21:38 Finding Support and Relying on a Higher Power 38:18 Urges to Use and Sobriety 39:07 Living with Addiction 46:58 Triggers and Temptations 57:04 Recovery and Breaking Records 01:09:24 Using Your Voice and Sharing Your Story

In this conversation, the hosts discuss the process of making amends in addiction recovery. They share personal experiences and reflections on the challenges and growth that come with making amends. They also touch on the impact of addiction on relationships and how sobriety has affected their approach to dating and building new connections. In this conversation, the speakers discuss their experiences with addiction and the challenges they faced in the workplace. They share stories of being homeless while working, using drugs while on the job, and the consequences they faced as a result. They also talk about the importance of finding a higher power, working the 12 steps, and the transformation that comes with recovery. The speakers emphasize the need for individuals to find their own path to recovery and the importance of sharing their stories to inspire others. Keywords addiction recovery, making amends, personal growth, relationships, sobriety, addiction, workplace challenges, homelessness, recovery, higher power, 12 steps, transformation Takeaways Making amends in addiction recovery is a process that requires self-reflection, accountability, and a genuine desire to change. Apologies in active addiction often lack sincerity and are not taken seriously by others. Making amends is not about showcasing personal growth, but about taking responsibility for one's actions and seeking forgiveness. Rebuilding relationships in sobriety requires self-awareness, growth, and a commitment to living by principles and values. Navigating dating and relationships in recovery can be challenging, and there may be a disconnect between those in recovery and those who have not experienced addiction. Addiction can have a significant impact on a person's ability to maintain employment and housing. Finding a higher power and working the 12 steps can be transformative in the recovery process. Recovery requires personal commitment and a willingness to change. Sharing personal stories of addiction and recovery can inspire others and provide hope. Each person's journey to recovery is unique, and it is important to find a path that works for them. Sound Bites "I was an avid. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry I'm so sorry and every time I said that I would go back and do the exact thing that I just apologize for" "I wasn't raised to be a piece of shit. I wasn't raised to steal from people. I wasn't raised to lie to people. I wasn't raised to hurt people." "The road to hell is paved with good intentions." "I've had another job where this was back in 2021. This is my last job that I had that I was inactive addiction before I just gave up on the workplace and just stuck to the streets." "So, so, so just saying you can't be productive on meth is just absolutely false. Let's just say I got my steps in." "He goes, listen, man, I used to suffer from the same problem. What you talking about? He goes, I know what you're going through." Chapters 00:00 Introduction and Gratitude 02:04 The Importance of Making Amends 08:31 Reflecting on Past Actions and Values 13:25 Lessons and Growth from Relationships 21:30 Continued Growth and Building Better Relationships 26:06 Navigating Dating and Relationships in Recovery 29:09 The Disconnect Between Addiction and Normie Relationships 34:02 Employers' Understanding and Second Chances 34:58 Navigating Addiction and the Workplace 36:32 The Power of Finding a Higher Power 38:02 Transforming Lives Through Recovery 39:12 Inspiring Others Through Personal Stories 40:39 Finding Your Own Path to Recovery

This conversation is between two individuals who have struggled with addiction and a third person who loves someone with addiction. They discuss their personal experiences with addiction, including the initial attraction to drugs, the progression of their addiction, and the impact it had on their lives. They also touch on topics such as homelessness, toxic relationships, and the realization of being an addict. The conversation provides insight into the struggles faced by addicts and their loved ones, as well as the challenges of recovery. In this conversation, the speakers discuss their experiences with addiction and recovery. They share stories of seeking drugs on the streets, the challenges of getting sober, and the importance of forgiveness and self-growth. They emphasize the need for daily discipline and being of service to others in order to maintain sobriety. The speakers also reflect on the impact of their addiction on their relationships and the process of healing and rebuilding trust. They express their commitment to helping others who are struggling with addiction and mental health issues. Keywords addiction, struggles, love, insight, recovery, drugs, progression, impact, homelessness, toxic relationships, addiction, recovery, sobriety, forgiveness, self-growth, daily discipline, service, relationships, healing, trust, mental health Takeaways • Addiction can start with experimentation and occasional use, but it can quickly progress to a daily habit. • Fear and a desire to escape pain or discomfort are common underlying factors in addiction. • Addiction can lead to homelessness and strained relationships, as well as financial and legal problems. • Realizing and accepting that one is an addict is a crucial step towards recovery. • Recovery is a challenging journey that requires support, self-reflection, and a commitment to change. Addiction can lead to desperate actions, such as seeking drugs on the streets and engaging in risky behaviors. • Getting sober requires daily discipline and a commitment to personal growth and self-improvement. • Forgiveness is an important part of the recovery process, both in forgiving oneself and seeking forgiveness from others. • Rebuilding trust in relationships takes time and consistent effort. • Being of service to others and helping fellow addicts is a crucial aspect of maintaining sobriety. • Addiction and mental health issues are prevalent and can affect anyone, but recovery is possible with the right support and mindset. Sound Bites • "I started getting high in my twenties. The addiction really started when I was like 32 or so, 32 till about 42, those 10 years. That's where I was getting high every single day." • "I'm a literal and actual product of substance abuse and recovery just from birth. My biological father, he was a heroin addict and crack addict, sex addict. My mom, all of you." • "The common thing that I heard between you two is the fear. You know, like that's kind of where it all kind of stems from. Fear of not belonging, fear of, fear of whatever. And you want something to make that go away." • "I remember going up to a guy on the block. I go, hey man, you got anything? You good? He goes, know, obviously there's suspicions. Who are you? don't. Yeah, it's not the most reputable world to be exchanging drugs on the streets." • "I'm a friggin junkie. I'm a junkie, bro. Can't you tell? Yeah That's what I do Yeah, that's what I do is who I am. I'm a freaking heroin addict to the extreme and I love it. I'm proud of" • "I used to be proud like that I could get dope from anywhere for any price. Why don't any block? I mean, I always tell people like you can drop me off in fucking Boise, Idaho and I'll find meth within five minutes."