I Thought My Son’s Murder Was the End Until Signs Began to Come
I Thought My Son’s Murder Was the End Until Signs Began to Come  
Podcast: Grief and Rebirth: Finding the Joy in Life
Published On: Wed May 06 2026
Description: Murder became the devastating catalyst that set this entire journey into motion. Guest Jackie Rubio, author of From Murder to Messages: A Mother’s Journey Through Darkness to Light After Tragic Loss, joins the show to recount her harrowing journey through the murder of her son, Devin, and the systemic failures that followed. A recovering alcoholic who navigated years of childhood trauma and addiction, Jackie transformed her unimaginable grief into a lifeline of service through Reiki, quantum healing, and automatic writing. By sharing the unmistakable signs and channeled messages she received from Devin, she offers a fierce, authentic testament to the fact that love does not vanish when life becomes unbearable. Her story stands as powerful proof that even when a soul is shattered by betrayal and loss, it is possible to rise again with a renewed connection to a light that transcends the hurt.IN THIS EPISODE, YOU’LL HEAR ABOUT THINGS LIKE:How a mother navigated the devastating tragedy of her son’s murder and the subsequent loss of contact with her grandson.The role of the church and external stability in the life of a young man growing up in a chaotic home.How systemic legal failures and mental health struggles can complicate custody battles and lead to violent outcomes.The use of spiritual modalities like Reiki and quantum healing to provide peace during the "pure hell" of deep grief.The process of rebuilding a relationship with a child through sobriety and the healing that continues after they have passed.The concept of automatic writing as a tool for receiving channeled messages and guidance from the other side.WATCH ON YOUTUBE: https://youtu.be/Ag2N9uvDx9s?list=PL7judgDzhkAWmfyB5r5WgFD6ahombBvoh📘 Discover Jackie Rubio’s powerful story, From Murder to Messages: A Mother’s Journey Through Darkness to Light After Tragic Loss, and explore how she found meaning, healing, and connection beyond unimaginable loss 💔✨👉 https://amzn.to/3NTvtpG or https://bookshop.org/a/93249/9781962582216---✨ Grief & Rebirth: Healing Resources & Tools ✨🎧 Irene's Books (Including a Free Audiobook!)They Serve Bagels in Heaven—Irene’s heartfelt story of love and life beyond.Listen Free on Audible as a First Time User: https://amzn.to/4dG4l4wGet the Paperback or Hard copy: https://amzn.to/3XrE995📚 Embrace Life’s Third ChapterGood to the Last Drop—A powerful anthology on aging with purpose: https://amzn.to/3VJgEa5🛍️ Healing & Self-Care PicksCurated books and essentials from Irene: https://www.amazon.com/shop/irenesweinberg📚 Grief & Rebirth BookshopBooks by podcast guests for healing & wisdom: https://bookshop.org/shop/griefandrebirth🎙️ Podcast & CommunityInspiring stories of transformation on the Grief and Rebirth website: https://griefandrebirth.com📱 Stay ConnectedSubscribe to Grief and Rebirth on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOSDru2EU1djRZaZxxFkMig?sub_confirmation=1Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/irenesweinbergFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/IreneSWeinbergTikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@irenesweinberg🎥 Irene’s Spiritual Awakening StoryWatch how the podcast began: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s0mJWKfg5PM🎙️ Be a Podcast GuestHave a story or healing work to share?Apply Here: https://ireneweinberg.com/be-on-the-podcast/📰 NewsletterGet updates, tips, and new episodes by signing up to the Grief and Rebirth Substack: https://substack.com/@griefandrebirth💖 Affiliate DisclaimerSome links may earn us a commission. We only share trusted, personally recommended resources.