Nikki Bell had 9 years of sobriety. She was a mother. A wife. A leader helping other women escape addiction and exploitation. Then… she relapsed. What followed was a rapid descent into homelessness, prostitution, and living in trap houses — surrounded by the same life she once helped others escape. In this raw, unfiltered conversation, Nikki shares: * The exact moment everything fell apart * What relapse REALLY looks like (that no one talks about) * Her experience with trafficking and exploitation * The truth about recovery, stigma, and second chances * How she rebuilt her life and now helps women escape the streets This is not just a story about addiction. It’s a story about losing everything… and still finding a way back. If you or someone you love is struggling — this episode could change everything. 🔔 Real stories. Raw comebacks. Nothing’s off the table. I sit down with people who’ve faced it all: addiction, loss, redemption and came out stronger. These are unfiltered conversations about resilience, recovery, and finding purpose again. If you’re ready to take the first step in your recovery, reach out to Banyan Treatment Centers — the team I personally believe in. They’ve helped thousands of people rebuild their lives. 👉 Call: [(855) 773-1502] 🌐 Visit: (https://www.banyantreatmentcenter.com/?utm_source=louis_podcast&utm_medium=influencer&utm_campaign=banyan_partnership&utm_content=episode_read) 🎙️ Hosted by Louis Ruggiero 📱 Instagram: (https://www.instagram.com/nothingsoffpod) 📹 TikTok: (https://www.tiktok.com/@nothingsoffpod) 🔗 Linktree: (https://www.linktr.ee/nothingsoffthetable) 🔗 Buy a Nothing's Off Hat: (https://nothings-off-the-table-with-louis-ruggiero.myshopify.com) 🎙️ Connect with our guest: 👉 Instagram: (https://www.instagram.com/herwayhomeworcester) 👉Facebook: (https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61586873511964&rdid=ll9Q5bSinK26Hkv9&share_url=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.facebook.com%2Fshare%2F18RYknJAtf%2F#) 👉 Website: (https://herwayhomeworcester.org) About the Show Hosted by Louis Ruggiero, a restaurateur, entrepreneur, and advocate for recovery, Nothing’s Off The Table is where real people share their real stories. From battling addiction to overcoming life’s toughest challenges, Louis and his guests uncover the moments that spark change and fuel unstoppable comebacks. Expect raw honesty, deep insights, and stories that hit home. Meet Louis Louis Ruggiero turned his life around after years of struggling with addiction, gambling, and substance abuse. Now, he’s on a mission to amplify voices — from celebrities to everyday survivors — sharing their journeys of grit, growth, and healing. #AddictionRecovery #WeDoRecover #NothingsofftheTable #LouisRuggiero #RecoverOutLoud #ComebackStories #BanyanTreatmentCenters #BanyanxLouis #BanyanRecovery #BanyanPodcastPartner #RecoveryIsPossible #AddictionRecovery #MentalHealthAwareness #RecoveryCommunity --- Disclaimer: The stories and views shared on Nothing’s Off The Table are personal experiences and not a substitute for professional advice. Please consult qualified professionals for guidance on personal matters. Copyright: © Nothing’s Off The Table with Louis Ruggiero. All rights reserved. Feel free to share or embed episodes with proper credit and a link to our official pages. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

"If someone else made it out, so can you." In this episode of Nothing's Off The Table, I sit down with my friend Brian De, a masters-level clinician and sober coach who has been in recovery for nine years from drugs, alcohol, and gambling. Brian shares his raw, honest journey—from the "moment of arrival" with his first drink in 9th grade to the high-stakes world of underground bookies at Sacred Heart. We dive deep into the "progression" of addiction, discussing how $50 bets eventually turned into $3,000 wagers and maxed-out credit cards. Brian opens up about his darkest moments, including the terrifying reality of suicidal ideation and the "defeated" feeling that finally led him to surrender and seek treatment. Whether you are struggling with addiction or are already in recovery looking to grow, this episode is a reminder that you are not alone. Topics Covered: * The loss of identity as an athlete and the start of substance use. * The rising danger of gambling accessibility through modern technology. * Why "consequences" were actually the best thing to happen to him. * The importance of uncovering secrets to begin the healing process. * Navigating the "pendulum" of dopamine and finding stability in recovery. If you or a loved one is suffering and you need professional advice, Brian is your guy. 🔔 Real stories. Raw comebacks. Nothing’s off the table. I sit down with people who’ve faced it all: addiction, loss, redemption and came out stronger. These are unfiltered conversations about resilience, recovery, and finding purpose again. If you’re ready to take the first step in your recovery, reach out to Banyan Treatment Centers — the team I personally believe in. They’ve helped thousands of people rebuild their lives. 👉 Call: [(855) 773-1502] 🌐 Visit: (https://www.banyantreatmentcenter.com/?utm_source=louis_podcast&utm_medium=influencer&utm_campaign=banyan_partnership&utm_content=episode_read) 🎙️ Hosted by Louis Ruggiero 📱 Instagram: (https://www.instagram.com/nothingsoffpod) 📹 TikTok: (https://www.tiktok.com/@nothingsoffpod) 🔗 Linktree: (https://www.linktr.ee/nothingsoffthetable) Today’s Guest 🎙️ Connect with our guest: 👉 Instagram: [@GuestHandle](https://www.instagram.com/GuestHandle) 👉 TikTok: [@GuestHandle](https://www.tiktok.com/@GuestHandle) 👉 Website: [GuestWebsite.com](https://GuestWebsite.com) About the Show Hosted by Louis Ruggiero, a restaurateur, entrepreneur, and advocate for recovery, Nothing’s Off The Table is where real people share their real stories. From battling addiction to overcoming life’s toughest challenges, Louis and his guests uncover the moments that spark change and fuel unstoppable comebacks. Expect raw honesty, deep insights, and stories that hit home. Meet Louis Louis Ruggiero turned his life around after years of struggling with addiction, gambling, and substance abuse. Now, he’s on a mission to amplify voices — from celebrities to everyday survivors — sharing their journeys of grit, growth, and healing. #AddictionRecovery #WeDoRecover #NothingsofftheTable #LouisRuggiero #RecoverOutLoud #ComebackStories #BanyanTreatmentCenters #BanyanxLouis #BanyanRecovery #BanyanPodcastPartner #RecoveryIsPossible #AddictionRecovery #MentalHealthAwareness #RecoveryCommunity --- Disclaimer: The stories and views shared on Nothing’s Off The Table are personal experiences and not a substitute for professional advice. Please consult qualified professionals for guidance on personal matters. Copyright: © Nothing’s Off The Table with Louis Ruggiero. All rights reserved. Feel free to share or embed episodes with proper credit and a link to our official pages. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

“I had this vivid image… a beautiful blonde woman with two kids, and I killed them. Something hit me and said: if you continue to live like this, you are going to kill yourself, kill somebody else, or wind up in jail for the rest of your life.” In this episode of Nothing’s Off The Table, I sit down with Steven McCall, a man whose life was a series of bizarre headlines and near-death misses before he finally found the floor. From growing up in New Orleans to the high-stakes "Van Wilder" party scene of college, Steven lived a double life that involved illegal alligators, Bourbon Street benders, and a escalating addiction to alcohol, weed, and cocaine. Steven opens up about: * The Alligator Arrests: Keeping a 150-gallon ecosystem—including 7-foot alligators—in a college apartment and being caught by Wildlife & Fisheries twice. * 8 Years of College, 0 Classes: The "creature of habit" lifestyle of Jameson shots and Miller Lites that kept him escaping reality. * The Final DUI: Waking up asleep behind the wheel on I-10 in a bathing suit, slurring to cops that he was "coming home from work." * The Hospital Epiphany: Realizing at 30 years old, living at his mom's house with 4 DUIs, that his next drink would be a suicide mission. * Healing the Trauma: Facing the 14-year-old grief of losing his father through a powerful, snot-and-tears therapeutic breakthrough at Banyan. Today, Steven is 8 years sober and works for Banyan Treatment Centers—the very place that gave him a scholarship when he had no insurance and no hope. His story is a raw reminder that no matter how many "isms" you're battling or how many times you've relapsed, you aren't unique in your pain—and you aren't alone in your recovery. 🔔 Real stories. Raw comebacks. Nothing’s off the table. I sit down with people who’ve faced it all: addiction, loss, redemption and came out stronger. These are unfiltered conversations about resilience, recovery, and finding purpose again. If you’re ready to take the first step in your recovery, reach out to Banyan Treatment Centers — the team I personally believe in. They’ve helped thousands of people rebuild their lives. 👉 Call: [(855) 773-1502] 🌐 Visit: (https://www.banyantreatmentcenter.com/?utm_source=louis_podcast&utm_medium=influencer&utm_campaign=banyan_partnership&utm_content=episode_read) 🎙️ Hosted by Louis Ruggiero 📱 Instagram: @nothingsoffpod 📹 TikTok: @nothingsoffpod 🔗 Linktree: linktr.ee/nothingsoffthetable Today’s Guest 🎙️ Connect with our guest: 👉 Instagram: [@Banyantreatmentcenters](https://www.instagram.com/Banyantreatmentcenters) About the Show Hosted by Louis Ruggiero, a restaurateur, entrepreneur, and advocate for recovery, Nothing’s Off The Table is where real people share their real stories. From battling addiction to overcoming life’s toughest challenges, Louis and his guests uncover the moments that spark change and fuel unstoppable comebacks. Expect raw honesty, deep insights, and stories that hit home. Meet Louis Louis Ruggiero turned his life around after years of struggling with addiction, gambling, and substance abuse. Now, he’s on a mission to amplify voices — from celebrities to everyday survivors — sharing their journeys of grit, growth, and healing. #AddictionRecovery #WeDoRecover #NothingsofftheTable #LouisRuggiero #RecoverOutLoud #ComebackStories #BanyanTreatmentCenters #BanyanxLouis #BanyanRecovery #BanyanPodcastPartner #RecoveryIsPossible #AddictionRecovery #MentalHealthAwareness #RecoveryCommunity --- Disclaimer: The stories and views shared on Nothing’s Off The Table are personal experiences and not a substitute for professional advice. Please consult qualified professionals for guidance on personal matters. Copyright: © Nothing’s Off The Table with Louis Ruggiero. All rights reserved. Feel free to share or embed episodes with proper credit and a link to our official pages. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

In this powerful episode of Nothing’s Off the Table, Malik Keane shares his raw, unfiltered journey through addiction, gambling, drugs, alcohol, and ultimate redemption. From turning his college dorm into a full-blown casino to living days inside casinos with lines of credit, free rooms, and total delusion, Malik believed he had it all under control… until everything started to collapse. Multiple DUIsDays without sleep, gambling & usingSuicidal thoughts and complete loss of control Then came the moment that changed everything… “You need rehab.” That sentence hit him in a way nothing else ever had. This episode dives deep into: * The dark psychology of gambling addiction * Why winning early is the most dangerous thing * The moment Malik realized he wasn’t going to make it * His journey through rehab, faith, and recovery * How he now helps others as a sober coach * Why recovery is possible for anyone If you’ve ever struggled… or know someone who has… this episode could change your life. 🔔 Real stories. Raw comebacks. Nothing’s off the table. I sit down with people who’ve faced it all: addiction, loss, redemption and came out stronger. These are unfiltered conversations about resilience, recovery, and finding purpose again. If you’re ready to take the first step in your recovery, reach out to Banyan Treatment Centers — the team I personally believe in. They’ve helped thousands of people rebuild their lives. 👉 Call: [(855) 773-1502] 🌐 Visit: (https://www.banyantreatmentcenter.com/?utm_source=louis_podcast&utm_medium=influencer&utm_campaign=banyan_partnership&utm_content=episode_read) 🎙️ Hosted by Louis Ruggiero 📱 Instagram: (https://www.instagram.com/nothingsoffpod) 📹 TikTok: (https://www.tiktok.com/@nothingsoffpod) 🔗 Linktree: (https://www.linktr.ee/nothingsoffthetable) Today’s Guest 🎙️ Connect with our guest: 👉 Instagram: (https://www.instagram.com/arcoachmalik) 👉 Website: (https://www.malikkeene.com) About the Show Hosted by Louis Ruggiero, a restaurateur, entrepreneur, and advocate for recovery, Nothing’s Off The Table is where real people share their real stories. From battling addiction to overcoming life’s toughest challenges, Louis and his guests uncover the moments that spark change and fuel unstoppable comebacks. Expect raw honesty, deep insights, and stories that hit home. Meet Louis Louis Ruggiero turned his life around after years of struggling with addiction, gambling, and substance abuse. Now, he’s on a mission to amplify voices — from celebrities to everyday survivors — sharing their journeys of grit, growth, and healing. #AddictionRecovery #WeDoRecover #NothingsofftheTable #LouisRuggiero #RecoverOutLoud #ComebackStories #BanyanTreatmentCenters #BanyanxLouis #BanyanRecovery #BanyanPodcastPartner #RecoveryIsPossible #AddictionRecovery #MentalHealthAwareness #RecoveryCommunity --- Disclaimer: The stories and views shared on Nothing’s Off The Table are personal experiences and not a substitute for professional advice. Please consult qualified professionals for guidance on personal matters. Copyright: © Nothing’s Off The Table with Louis Ruggiero. All rights reserved. Feel free to share or embed episodes with proper credit and a link to our official pages. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

What happens when you have money, power, and success… but still lose everything? In this episode of Nothing’s Off The Table, I sit down with Anthony Acampora, chaplain at Banyan Treatment Centers, who shares one of the most powerful stories of addiction, betrayal, gambling, and redemption you’ll ever hear. After rising to the top of his career, everything fell apart—resentment, anger, alcohol, and gambling took over his life. He lost relationships, money, and eventually… hope. Until one moment changed everything. “I was completely broken… and that’s when God stepped in.” From being kicked out, sleeping with nothing, and planning to end it all… to finding faith, forgiveness, and purpose—this is a story about what happens when you hit rock bottom and realize you’re not alone. We talk about: * The dangerous mindset behind gambling addiction * How resentment and betrayal fuel addiction * Why faith is a powerful tool in recovery * What actually helps people change long-term * How Banyan’s Faith & Recovery Program has helped 14,000+ people If you’re struggling—or know someone who is—this episode could change everything. Need help? Call the number in the description or message me directly. I’ll personally connect you with the right people. You are NOT alone. 🔔 Real stories. Raw comebacks. Nothing’s off the table. I sit down with people who’ve faced it all: addiction, loss, redemption and came out stronger. These are unfiltered conversations about resilience, recovery, and finding purpose again. If you’re ready to take the first step in your recovery, reach out to Banyan Treatment Centers — the team I personally believe in. They’ve helped thousands of people rebuild their lives. 👉 Call: [(855) 773-1502] 🌐 Visit: (https://www.banyantreatmentcenter.com/?utm_source=louis_podcast&utm_medium=influencer&utm_campaign=banyan_partnership&utm_content=episode_read) 🎙️ Hosted by Louis Ruggiero 📱 Instagram: (https://www.instagram.com/nothingsoffpod) 📹 TikTok: (https://www.tiktok.com/@nothingsoffpod) 🔗 Linktree: (https://www.linktr.ee/nothingsoffthetable) Today’s Guest 🎙️ Connect with our guest: 👉 Instagram: (https://www.instagram.com/godtalkweekly) 👉 TikTok: (https://www.tiktok.com/@godtalkweekly) 👉 Website: (https://godtalkweekly.com) About the Show Hosted by Louis Ruggiero, a restaurateur, entrepreneur, and advocate for recovery, Nothing’s Off The Table is where real people share their real stories. From battling addiction to overcoming life’s toughest challenges, Louis and his guests uncover the moments that spark change and fuel unstoppable comebacks. Expect raw honesty, deep insights, and stories that hit home. Meet Louis Louis Ruggiero turned his life around after years of struggling with addiction, gambling, and substance abuse. Now, he’s on a mission to amplify voices — from celebrities to everyday survivors — sharing their journeys of grit, growth, and healing. #AddictionRecovery #WeDoRecover #NothingsofftheTable #LouisRuggiero #RecoverOutLoud #ComebackStories #BanyanTreatmentCenters #BanyanxLouis #BanyanRecovery #BanyanPodcastPartner #RecoveryIsPossible #AddictionRecovery #MentalHealthAwareness #RecoveryCommunity --- Disclaimer: The stories and views shared on Nothing’s Off The Table are personal experiences and not a substitute for professional advice. Please consult qualified professionals for guidance on personal matters. Copyright: © Nothing’s Off The Table with Louis Ruggiero. All rights reserved. Feel free to share or embed episodes with proper credit and a link to our official pages. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

In this powerful episode of Nothing’s Off The Table, John Luedke shares the raw truth behind growing up in a wealthy family while secretly battling anxiety, addiction, and self-destructive behavior. From childhood food addiction to heavy drug use, cocaine binges, and chaotic partying at college, John’s life spiraled despite appearing perfect from the outside. What looked like the dream life — money, opportunities, and status — masked deep internal pain. Eventually, the cycle of alcohol, drugs, and self-destruction pushed him to a breaking point. Then everything changed. John reveals how sobriety, journaling, and brutal self-honesty helped him reclaim control of his life and transform his mindset. This episode is a brutally honest conversation about: • Growing up wealthy but emotionally struggling • Food addiction and early addictive behaviors • Cocaine, alcohol, and college party culture • Hitting rock bottom with addiction • The moment sobriety finally clicked • Rebuilding identity and purpose in recovery If you or someone you love is struggling with addiction, this conversation proves one thing: Recovery is possible. 🔔 Real stories. Raw comebacks. Nothing’s off the table. I sit down with people who’ve faced it all: addiction, loss, redemption and came out stronger. These are unfiltered conversations about resilience, recovery, and finding purpose again. If you’re ready to take the first step in your recovery, reach out to Banyan Treatment Centers — the team I personally believe in. They’ve helped thousands of people rebuild their lives. 👉 Call: [(855) 773-1502] 🌐 Visit: (https://www.banyantreatmentcenter.com/?utm_source=louis_podcast&utm_medium=influencer&utm_campaign=banyan_partnership&utm_content=episode_read) 🎙️ Hosted by Louis Ruggiero 📱 Instagram: (https://www.instagram.com/nothingsoffpod) 📹 TikTok: (https://www.tiktok.com/@nothingsoffpod) 🔗 Linktree: (https://www.linktr.ee/nothingsoffthetable) Today’s Guest 🎙️ Connect with our guest: 👉 Instagram: [@GuestHandle](https://www.instagram.com/johnny.luedke) 👉 Website: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0GBT5SRSK?_encoding=UTF8&psc=1&ref=cm_sw_r_ffobk_cp_ud_dp_N13AAYYNT3QTCXWDVW1Q&ref_=cm_sw_r_ffobk_cp_ud_dp_N13AAYYNT3QTCXWDVW1Q&social_share=cm_sw_r_ffobk_cp_ud_dp_N13AAYYNT3QTCXWDVW1Q&bestFormat=true) About the Show Hosted by Louis Ruggiero, a restaurateur, entrepreneur, and advocate for recovery, Nothing’s Off The Table is where real people share their real stories. From battling addiction to overcoming life’s toughest challenges, Louis and his guests uncover the moments that spark change and fuel unstoppable comebacks. Expect raw honesty, deep insights, and stories that hit home. Meet Louis Louis Ruggiero turned his life around after years of struggling with addiction, gambling, and substance abuse. Now, he’s on a mission to amplify voices — from celebrities to everyday survivors — sharing their journeys of grit, growth, and healing. #AddictionRecovery #WeDoRecover #NothingsofftheTable #LouisRuggiero #RecoverOutLoud #ComebackStories #BanyanTreatmentCenters #BanyanxLouis #BanyanRecovery #BanyanPodcastPartner #RecoveryIsPossible #AddictionRecovery #MentalHealthAwareness #RecoveryCommunity --- Disclaimer: The stories and views shared on Nothing’s Off The Table are personal experiences and not a substitute for professional advice. Please consult qualified professionals for guidance on personal matters. Copyright: © Nothing’s Off The Table with Louis Ruggiero. All rights reserved. Feel free to share or embed episodes with proper credit and a link to our official pages. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Reality TV fame. Party culture. Alcohol. And the moment everything had to change. In this powerful episode of Nothing’s Off The Table, Louis Ruggiero sits down with Ashton Pienaar from Bravo’s hit show Below Deck to talk about the reality behind reality TV — the partying, the pressure, and the moment he realized he needed to change his life. Ashton opens up about his journey from the wild lifestyle of the yachting industry and reality television to finding sobriety, purpose, and discipline through fitness and personal growth. This is a raw conversation about addiction, recovery, masculinity, trauma, and the work it takes to truly rebuild your life. If you're struggling with alcohol, addiction, or trying to change your life, this episode will hit home. Recovery is possible. As Louis shares in the episode, addiction is often not the real problem — it’s the solution we use to escape deeper pain. In this episode we discuss: • Ashton Pienaar’s time on Bravo’s Below Deck • The heavy drinking culture behind reality TV • The moment Ashton realized alcohol was controlling his life •How fitness helped him rebuild his identity in sobriety • The connection between trauma, addiction, and self-destructive behavior • Why community and recovery programs save lives • How to break the cycle of addiction If you're struggling with addiction Reach out. You are not alone. If you or someone you love needs help, contact Banyan Treatment Centers or message Louis directly for guidance and resources. 🔔 Real stories. Raw comebacks. Nothing’s off the table. I sit down with people who’ve faced it all: addiction, loss, redemption and came out stronger. These are unfiltered conversations about resilience, recovery, and finding purpose again. If you’re ready to take the first step in your recovery, reach out to Banyan Treatment Centers — the team I personally believe in. They’ve helped thousands of people rebuild their lives. 👉 Call: [(855) 773-1502] 🌐 Visit: (https://www.banyantreatmentcenter.com/?utm_source=louis_podcast&utm_medium=influencer&utm_campaign=banyan_partnership&utm_content=episode_read) 🎙️ Hosted by Louis Ruggiero 📱 Instagram: (https://www.instagram.com/nothingsoffpod/) 📹 TikTok: (https://www.tiktok.com/@nothingsoffpod) 🔗 Linktree: (https://www.linktr.ee/nothingsoffthetable) Today’s Guest 🎙️ Connect with our guest: 👉 Instagram: [@ashtonpienaar (https://www.instagram.com/ashtonpienaar) 👉 TikTok: [@ashtonpienaar](https://www.tiktok.com/@ashtonpienaar) 👉 Website: (https://www.facebook.com/ashton.pienaar) About the Show Hosted by Louis Ruggiero, a restaurateur, entrepreneur, and advocate for recovery, Nothing’s Off The Table is where real people share their real stories. From battling addiction to overcoming life’s toughest challenges, Louis and his guests uncover the moments that spark change and fuel unstoppable comebacks. Expect raw honesty, deep insights, and stories that hit home. Meet Louis Louis Ruggiero turned his life around after years of struggling with addiction, gambling, and substance abuse. Now, he’s on a mission to amplify voices — from celebrities to everyday survivors — sharing their journeys of grit, growth, and healing. #AddictionRecovery #WeDoRecover #NothingsofftheTable #LouisRuggiero #RecoverOutLoud #ComebackStories #BanyanTreatmentCenters #BanyanxLouis #BanyanRecovery #BanyanPodcastPartner #RecoveryIsPossible #AddictionRecovery #MentalHealthAwareness #RecoveryCommunity --- Disclaimer: The stories and views shared on Nothing’s Off The Table are personal experiences and not a substitute for professional advice. Please consult qualified professionals for guidance on personal matters. Copyright: © Nothing’s Off The Table with Louis Ruggiero. All rights reserved. Feel free to share or embed episodes with proper credit and a link to our official pages. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

In this episode, I sit down with Sam — a former compulsive gambler who started gambling at just 12 years old, won $10,000 on a slot machine in his 20s… and then spiraled into a decade of addiction. Publicly, he looked successful.Privately, he was betting on everything — slots, offshore crypto casinos, blackjack, anything that gave him a dopamine hit. He talks about: * Starting gambling at 12 years old * Winning big early and getting hooked * Offshore betting sites that never stop emailing * The dark psychology behind slot machines * Why sports betting apps are engineered to addict * The lack of real funding for gambling recovery * Why 98% of insurance doesn’t cover gambling treatment * Handing over finances to his wife to survive recovery * Building the Evolve app to help problem gamblers find real resources If you or someone you love is struggling with gambling addiction, sports betting addiction, or compulsive gambling — this conversation could change your life. Recovery is possible. Change is possible. And you are not alone. 🔔 Real stories. Raw comebacks. Nothing’s off the table. I sit down with people who’ve faced it all: addiction, loss, redemption and came out stronger. These are unfiltered conversations about resilience, recovery, and finding purpose again. If you’re ready to take the first step in your recovery, reach out to Banyan Treatment Centers — the team I personally believe in. They’ve helped thousands of people rebuild their lives. 👉 Call: [(855) 773-1502] 🌐 Visit: (https://www.banyantreatmentcenter.com/?utm_source=louis_podcast&utm_medium=influencer&utm_campaign=banyan_partnership&utm_content=episode_read) 🎙️ Hosted by Louis Ruggiero  📱 Instagram: (https://www.instagram.com/nothingsoffpod/) 📹 TikTok: (https://www.tiktok.com/@nothingsoffpod) 🔗 Linktree: (https://www.linktr.ee/nothingsoffthetable) Today’s Guest 🎙️ Connect with our guest: 👉 Instagram: (https://www.instagram.com/evivesupport) 👉 Website: (https://www.getevive.com) About the Show Hosted by Louis Ruggiero, a restaurateur, entrepreneur, and advocate for recovery, Nothing’s Off The Table is where real people share their real stories. From battling addiction to overcoming life’s toughest challenges, Louis and his guests uncover the moments that spark change and fuel unstoppable comebacks. Expect raw honesty, deep insights, and stories that hit home. Meet Louis Louis Ruggiero turned his life around after years of struggling with addiction, gambling, and substance abuse. Now, he’s on a mission to amplify voices — from celebrities to everyday survivors — sharing their journeys of grit, growth, and healing. #AddictionRecovery #WeDoRecover #NothingsofftheTable #LouisRuggiero #RecoverOutLoud #ComebackStories #BanyanTreatmentCenters #BanyanxLouis #BanyanRecovery #BanyanPodcastPartner #RecoveryIsPossible #AddictionRecovery #MentalHealthAwareness #RecoveryCommunity  --- Disclaimer: The stories and views shared on Nothing’s Off The Table are personal experiences and not a substitute for professional advice. Please consult qualified professionals for guidance on personal matters. Copyright: © Nothing’s Off The Table with Louis Ruggiero. All rights reserved. Feel free to share or embed episodes with proper credit and a link to our official pages. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

In this episode of Nothing’s Off the Table, I sit down with Shane — a Long Island native who survived multiple overdoses, a cocaine addiction, alcoholism, gambling insanity, and a life spiraling out of control… before finally surrendering in Alcoholics Anonymous. His father once told him: “God’s gonna put His hand on you and you’re gonna be the man He called you to be… or you’re gonna be dead.” That sentence became prophecy. From Division 1 lacrosse at Hofstra to cocaine-fueled blackouts, Percocet overdoses, bartending chaos, fistfights, gambling binges, and waking up to watch his landlord die the morning he decided to get sober — this story is raw, graphic, and real. We talk about: * Cocaine addiction & overdose stories * Alcoholism in young professionals * Gambling addiction & online blackjack insanity * Growing up with an alcoholic father * Division 1 athlete pressure & drug culture * Hitting rock bottom * The power of AA & 12 Step recovery * Ego, anger, lust & staying sober in marriage * Building a foundation in early sobriety * How to stay sober long term Shane is now over 5 years sober, married, successful, and living proof that recovery is possible. If you’re struggling with alcohol addiction, cocaine, gambling, pills, or just feel trapped in destructive behavior — this conversation could change your life. Recovery is possible. Change is possible. And if someone else made it out, so can you. If you need help, reach out. You’re not alone. 🔔 Real stories. Raw comebacks. Nothing’s off the table. I sit down with people who’ve faced it all: addiction, loss, redemption and came out stronger. These are unfiltered conversations about resilience, recovery, and finding purpose again. If you’re ready to take the first step in your recovery, reach out to Banyan Treatment Centers — the team I personally believe in. They’ve helped thousands of people rebuild their lives. 👉 Call: [(855) 773-1502] 🌐 Visit: (https://www.banyantreatmentcenter.com/?utm_source=louis_podcast&utm_medium=influencer&utm_campaign=banyan_partnership&utm_content=episode_read) 🎙️ Hosted by Louis Ruggiero 📱 Instagram: (https://www.instagram.com/nothingsoffpod/) 📹 TikTok: (https://www.tiktok.com/@nothingsoffpod) 🔗 Linktree: (https://www.linktr.ee/nothingsoffthetable) Today’s Guest 🎙️ Connect with our guest: 👉 Instagram: (https://www.instagram.com/shane_sweeney40) About the Show Hosted by Louis Ruggiero, a restaurateur, entrepreneur, and advocate for recovery, Nothing’s Off The Table is where real people share their real stories. From battling addiction to overcoming life’s toughest challenges, Louis and his guests uncover the moments that spark change and fuel unstoppable comebacks. Expect raw honesty, deep insights, and stories that hit home. Meet Louis Louis Ruggiero turned his life around after years of struggling with addiction, gambling, and substance abuse. Now, he’s on a mission to amplify voices — from celebrities to everyday survivors — sharing their journeys of grit, growth, and healing. #AddictionRecovery #WeDoRecover #NothingsofftheTable #LouisRuggiero #RecoverOutLoud #ComebackStories #BanyanTreatmentCenters #BanyanxLouis #BanyanRecovery #BanyanPodcastPartner #RecoveryIsPossible #AddictionRecovery #MentalHealthAwareness #RecoveryCommunity --- Disclaimer: The stories and views shared on Nothing’s Off The Table are personal experiences and not a substitute for professional advice. Please consult qualified professionals for guidance on personal matters. Copyright: © Nothing’s Off The Table with Louis Ruggiero. All rights reserved. Feel free to share or embed episodes with proper credit and a link to our official pages. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

In this episode of Nothing’s Off the Table, I sit down with former Los Angeles Superior Court Judge Anthony Peters — a man who spent over 20 years on the bench and saw firsthand that nearly 80% of criminal cases were rooted in addiction. He grew up in a home torn apart by alcoholism. He defended addicts as a public defender. Then he became a judge — and realized the system was failing them. So he founded one of the first Drug Courts in East Los Angeles — offering hardcore repeat offenders a choice: Rehab… or prison. And here’s the shocking truth: Most of them chose prison. We talk about: * Why jail sometimes works as a wake-up call * Why compassion without accountability fails * Why the system is broken * What really changes an addict * Whether society is moving forward — or backwards This episode is different. It’s not just a story of addiction. It’s the courtroom view of addiction. If you care about recovery, criminal justice reform, homelessness, or real solutions — this is a conversation you need to hear. 🔔 Real stories. Raw comebacks. Nothing’s off the table. I sit down with people who’ve faced it all: addiction, loss, redemption and came out stronger. These are unfiltered conversations about resilience, recovery, and finding purpose again. If you’re ready to take the first step in your recovery, reach out to Banyan Treatment Centers — the team I personally believe in. They’ve helped thousands of people rebuild their lives. 👉 Call: [(855) 773-1502] 🌐 Visit: (https://www.banyantreatmentcenter.com/?utm_source=louis_podcast&utm_medium=influencer&utm_campaign=banyan_partnership&utm_content=episode_read) 🎙️ Hosted by Louis Ruggiero 📱 Instagram: (https://www.instagram.com/nothingsoffpod) 📹 TikTok: (https://www.tiktok.com/@nothingsoffpod) 🔗 Linktree: (https://www.linktr.ee/nothingsoffthetable) Today’s Guest 🎙️ Connect with our guest: 👉 Instagram: [@ampetersbooks](https://www.instagram.com/ampetersbooks/) 👉 Website (https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0CW85MZDJ/ref=cm_sw_r_as_gl_api_gl_i_D7J4N5HVPFJ50150QEES?linkCode=ml1&tag=biancapeters-20&fbclid=PAZXh0bgNhZW0CMTEAc3J0YwZhcHBfaWQMMjU2MjgxMDQwNTU4AAGnjyI_qEpFQ-XHzg8j_PpjiGrtbnGgE1Uarau2oPSRmzj9obaZyTJTzcYEMW0_aem_K3TOxEoe5ImIxTu5OkF-Mg) About the Show Hosted by Louis Ruggiero, a restaurateur, entrepreneur, and advocate for recovery, Nothing’s Off The Table is where real people share their real stories. From battling addiction to overcoming life’s toughest challenges, Louis and his guests uncover the moments that spark change and fuel unstoppable comebacks. Expect raw honesty, deep insights, and stories that hit home. Meet Louis Louis Ruggiero turned his life around after years of struggling with addiction, gambling, and substance abuse. Now, he’s on a mission to amplify voices — from celebrities to everyday survivors — sharing their journeys of grit, growth, and healing. #AddictionRecovery #WeDoRecover #NothingsofftheTable #LouisRuggiero #RecoverOutLoud #ComebackStories #BanyanTreatmentCenters #BanyanxLouis #BanyanRecovery #BanyanPodcastPartner #RecoveryIsPossible #AddictionRecovery #MentalHealthAwareness #RecoveryCommunity --- Disclaimer: The stories and views shared on Nothing’s Off The Table are personal experiences and not a substitute for professional advice. Please consult qualified professionals for guidance on personal matters. Copyright: © Nothing’s Off The Table with Louis Ruggiero. All rights reserved. Feel free to share or embed episodes with proper credit and a link to our official pages. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Chris Kay was deep in the Florida pill mill era — Oxy, heroin, shooting cocaine, methadone clinics, jail, and over 15 treatment centers. He shot up in a clinic bathroom the day after having his arm cut open from infection. His brother died from an overdose on his mother’s couch. Nothing stopped him. Not jail.Not losing jobs.Not nearly losing his arm. The only thing that finally broke him… was when the drugs stopped working. In this episode of Nothing’s Off the Table, Chris shares: • Growing up in South Florida during the pill mill epidemic• Selling drugs in college• Shooting heroin & cocaine• Detoxing 10+ times• Losing his brother to overdose• The moment drugs stopped giving him relief• How he finally surrendered• What 11 years of sobriety looks like today Today, Chris works in the recovery field helping others find the same freedom he fought so hard for. If you’re struggling right now — this episode could change your life. Recovery is possible. But you have to surrender. 🔔 Real stories. Raw comebacks. Nothing’s off the table. I sit down with people who’ve faced it all: addiction, loss, redemption and came out stronger. These are unfiltered conversations about resilience, recovery, and finding purpose again. If you’re ready to take the first step in your recovery, reach out to Banyan Treatment Centers — the team I personally believe in. They’ve helped thousands of people rebuild their lives. 👉 Call: [(855) 773-1502] 🌐 Visit: (https://www.banyantreatmentcenter.com/?utm_source=louis_podcast&utm_medium=influencer&utm_campaign=banyan_partnership&utm_content=episode_read) 🎙️ Hosted by Louis Ruggiero 📱 Instagram: @nothingsoffpod 📹 TikTok: @nothingsoffpod 🔗 Linktree: linktr.ee/nothingsoffthetable Today’s Guest 🎙️ Connect with our guest: 👉 Instagram: (https://www.instagram.com/banyantreatmentcenters) About the Show Hosted by Louis Ruggiero, a restaurateur, entrepreneur, and advocate for recovery, Nothing’s Off The Table is where real people share their real stories. From battling addiction to overcoming life’s toughest challenges, Louis and his guests uncover the moments that spark change and fuel unstoppable comebacks. Expect raw honesty, deep insights, and stories that hit home. Meet Louis Louis Ruggiero turned his life around after years of struggling with addiction, gambling, and substance abuse. Now, he’s on a mission to amplify voices — from celebrities to everyday survivors — sharing their journeys of grit, growth, and healing. #AddictionRecovery #WeDoRecover #NothingsofftheTable #LouisRuggiero #RecoverOutLoud #ComebackStories #BanyanTreatmentCenters #BanyanxLouis #BanyanRecovery #BanyanPodcastPartner #RecoveryIsPossible #AddictionRecovery #MentalHealthAwareness #RecoveryCommunity --- Disclaimer: The stories and views shared on Nothing’s Off The Table are personal experiences and not a substitute for professional advice. Please consult qualified professionals for guidance on personal matters. Copyright: © Nothing’s Off The Table with Louis Ruggiero. All rights reserved. Feel free to share or embed episodes with proper credit and a link to our official pages. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

David Manheim — founder of the legendary Dopey Podcast — joins me for a different kind of episode. This one’s lighter. Fun. Real. Two New York kids who got sober… talking about benzos, 900mg oxy habits, DopeyCon, family trauma, and how the hell recovery can actually be funny. David shares: * 10 years sober * Growing up in Chelsea * The early NYC addiction scene * Why Dopey became the first truly funny recovery podcast * And why helping the next person is everything If you love recovery podcasts, sober humor, and real conversations without the preachy stuff… this one’s for you. Recovery is serious. But it doesn’t have to be miserable. 🔔 Real stories. Raw comebacks. Nothing’s off the table. I sit down with people who’ve faced it all: addiction, loss, redemption and came out stronger. These are unfiltered conversations about resilience, recovery, and finding purpose again. If you’re ready to take the first step in your recovery, reach out to Banyan Treatment Centers — the team I personally believe in. They’ve helped thousands of people rebuild their lives. 👉 Call: [(855) 773-1502] 🌐 Visit: (https://www.banyantreatmentcenter.com/?utm_source=louis_podcast&utm_medium=influencer&utm_campaign=banyan_partnership&utm_content=episode_read) 🎙️ Hosted by Louis Ruggiero 📱 Instagram: @nothingsoffpod 📹 TikTok: @nothingsoffpod 🔗 Linktree: linktr.ee/nothingsoffthetable Today’s Guest 🎙️ Connect with our guest: 👉 Instagram: (https://www.instagram.com/dopeypodcast) 👉 Website:(https://dopeypodcast.com) About the Show Hosted by Louis Ruggiero, a restaurateur, entrepreneur, and advocate for recovery, Nothing’s Off The Table is where real people share their real stories. From battling addiction to overcoming life’s toughest challenges, Louis and his guests uncover the moments that spark change and fuel unstoppable comebacks. Expect raw honesty, deep insights, and stories that hit home. Meet Louis Louis Ruggiero turned his life around after years of struggling with addiction, gambling, and substance abuse. Now, he’s on a mission to amplify voices — from celebrities to everyday survivors — sharing their journeys of grit, growth, and healing. #AddictionRecovery #WeDoRecover #NothingsofftheTable #LouisRuggiero #RecoverOutLoud #ComebackStories #BanyanTreatmentCenters #BanyanxLouis #BanyanRecovery #BanyanPodcastPartner #RecoveryIsPossible #AddictionRecovery #MentalHealthAwareness #RecoveryCommunity --- Disclaimer: The stories and views shared on Nothing’s Off The Table are personal experiences and not a substitute for professional advice. Please consult qualified professionals for guidance on personal matters. Copyright: © Nothing’s Off The Table with Louis Ruggiero. All rights reserved. Feel free to share or embed episodes with proper credit and a link to our official pages. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

At 12 years old, she blacked out on gin. At 17, she was introduced to heroin. By 18, she had abandoned film school in Manhattan and was fully consumed by addiction. And then one day, she says: “I finally connected the drink with the feeling.” In this powerful episode of Nothing’s Off the Table, I sit down with Maggie F., National Director of Strategic Development at Banyan Treatment Centers and a woman with 18 years of sobriety. We talk about: * Growing up in rural Vermont with early exposure to alcohol * Blacking out the very first time she drank * Being introduced to heroin before graduating high school * The obsession of addiction and waking up every day just to figure out how to get high * Why your “bottom” doesn’t have to be catastrophic to get sober * The truth about the treatment industry — the good, the bad, and the misunderstood * What it’s like to grow up in sobriety * Being a parent in recovery * And what to say to someone who’s afraid to go to treatment This episode is about more than drugs and alcohol. It’s about the emptiness so many of us try to fill. It’s about connection. It’s about evolution. It’s about hope. If you or someone you love is struggling with addiction, alcoholism, or substance abuse — this conversation could change everything. Because recovery isn’t about how far you fell. It’s about the moment you finally connect the drink with the feeling… and decide you’re done. 🔔 Real stories. Raw comebacks. Nothing’s off the table. I sit down with people who’ve faced it all: addiction, loss, redemption and came out stronger. These are unfiltered conversations about resilience, recovery, and finding purpose again. If you’re ready to take the first step in your recovery, reach out to Banyan Treatment Centers — the team I personally believe in. They’ve helped thousands of people rebuild their lives. 👉 Call: [(855) 773-1502] 🌐 Visit: (https://www.banyantreatmentcenter.com/?utm_source=louis_podcast&utm_medium=influencer&utm_campaign=banyan_partnership&utm_content=episode_read) 🎙️ Hosted by Louis Ruggiero 📱 Instagram: @nothingsoffpod 📹 TikTok: @nothingsoffpod 🔗 Linktree: linktr.ee/nothingsoffthetable Today’s Guest 🎙️ Connect with our guest: 👉 Instagram: (https://www.instagram.com/banyantreatmentcenters) About the Show Hosted by Louis Ruggiero, a restaurateur, entrepreneur, and advocate for recovery, Nothing’s Off The Table is where real people share their real stories. From battling addiction to overcoming life’s toughest challenges, Louis and his guests uncover the moments that spark change and fuel unstoppable comebacks. Expect raw honesty, deep insights, and stories that hit home. Meet Louis Louis Ruggiero turned his life around after years of struggling with addiction, gambling, and substance abuse. Now, he’s on a mission to amplify voices — from celebrities to everyday survivors — sharing their journeys of grit, growth, and healing. #AddictionRecovery #WeDoRecover #NothingsofftheTable #LouisRuggiero #RecoverOutLoud #ComebackStories #BanyanTreatmentCenters #BanyanxLouis #BanyanRecovery #BanyanPodcastPartner #RecoveryIsPossible #AddictionRecovery #MentalHealthAwareness #RecoveryCommunity --- Disclaimer: The stories and views shared on Nothing’s Off The Table are personal experiences and not a substitute for professional advice. Please consult qualified professionals for guidance on personal matters. Copyright: © Nothing’s Off The Table with Louis Ruggiero. All rights reserved. Feel free to share or embed episodes with proper credit and a link to our official pages. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

At one point, he was one of the top high school football recruits in the country, ranked alongside future NFL stars, with Division 1 offers and a clear path to greatness. From the outside, his life looked unstoppable. Behind the scenes, addiction was quietly taking hold. What started as experimentation turned into a full-blown descent into opioid addiction, crack cocaine, drug-induced psychosis, jail time, and moments where death felt inevitable. His identity, his dreams, and his future were stripped away — leaving him isolated, broken, and convinced there was no way out. In this powerful episode of Nothing’s Off the Table, we sit down for an unfiltered, deeply emotional conversation about what addiction really looks like when no one is watching. This episode dives into: * The pressure of being a highly recruited athlete * How addiction slowly hijacks the mind before destroying the life * Losing football, purpose, and self-worth * Experiencing psychosis, incarceration, and total hopelessness * A moment of surrender and faith that changed everything * What real, long-term recovery actually requires This is not a highlight reel. This is the truth about addiction — the chaos, the fear, the shame — and the hope that still exists even at rock bottom. Today, he is living proof that recovery is possible, that your past does not define you, and that no matter how far gone you feel, your story is not over. If you or someone you love is struggling with addiction, mental health, or feels completely hopeless right now, this episode could be the wake-up call that changes everything. 🔔 Real stories. Raw comebacks. Nothing’s off the table. I sit down with people who’ve faced it all: addiction, loss, redemption and came out stronger. These are unfiltered conversations about resilience, recovery, and finding purpose again. If you’re ready to take the first step in your recovery, reach out to Banyan Treatment Centers — the team I personally believe in. They’ve helped thousands of people rebuild their lives. 👉 Call: [(855) 773-1502] 🌐 Visit: https://www.banyantreatmentcenter.com/?utm_source=louis_podcast&utm_medium=influencer&utm_campaign=banyan_partnership&utm_content=episode_read 🎙️ Hosted by Louis Ruggiero 📱 Instagram: @nothingsoffpod 📹 TikTok: @nothingsoffpod 🔗 Linktree: linktr.ee/nothingsoffthetable Today’s Guest 🎙️ Connect with our guest: 👉 Instagram: [@Banyantreatmentcenters](https://www.instagram.com/Banyantreatmentcenters) About the Show Hosted by Louis Ruggiero, a restaurateur, entrepreneur, and advocate for recovery, Nothing’s Off The Table is where real people share their real stories. From battling addiction to overcoming life’s toughest challenges, Louis and his guests uncover the moments that spark change and fuel unstoppable comebacks. Expect raw honesty, deep insights, and stories that hit home. Meet Louis Louis Ruggiero turned his life around after years of struggling with addiction, gambling, and substance abuse. Now, he’s on a mission to amplify voices — from celebrities to everyday survivors — sharing their journeys of grit, growth, and healing. #AddictionRecovery #WeDoRecover #NothingsofftheTable #LouisRuggiero #RecoverOutLoud #ComebackStories #BanyanTreatmentCenters #BanyanxLouis #BanyanRecovery #BanyanPodcastPartner #RecoveryIsPossible #AddictionRecovery #MentalHealthAwareness #RecoveryCommunity --- Disclaimer: The stories and views shared on Nothing’s Off The Table are personal experiences and not a substitute for professional advice. Please consult qualified professionals for guidance on personal matters. Copyright: © Nothing’s Off The Table with Louis Ruggiero. All rights reserved. Feel free to share or embed episodes with proper credit and a link to our official pages. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Wade Houston’s story is one of the wildest transformations you’ll ever hear. In this raw, unfiltered episode of Nothing’s Off the Table, Wade takes us from selling drugs, multiple DUIs, jail time, overdoses, and total self-destruction… to sobriety, discipline, faith, and becoming President of 10X Health alongside Grant Cardone and Gary Brecka. This is not a highlight reel. This is the truth about addiction — the chaos, the ego, the relapse, the desperation — and the exact moment Wade finally surrendered and rebuilt his life from the ground up. Wade breaks down: * Growing up as an elite athlete and falling into addiction * Selling drugs, violence, arrests, and losing everything * Why willpower never worked * The moment he hit real rock bottom * How AA and daily spiritual discipline rewired his mind * Turning recovery into the ultimate competitive advantage * Building relentless habits that led to massive business success * Becoming President of 10X Health and scaling a company to millions * Why sobriety isn’t weakness — it’s a superpower This episode is for: * Anyone struggling with drugs, alcohol, gambling, or chaos * Anyone stuck in relapse or ego * Anyone searching for purpose, structure, and meaning * Anyone who believes it’s “too late” to change Recovery is possible. Discipline is learned. And your past does not disqualify you from a massive future. If you’re sick and suffering — or love someone who is — this episode could save a life. 🔔 Real stories. Raw comebacks. Nothing’s off the table. I sit down with people who’ve faced it all: addiction, loss, redemption and came out stronger. These are unfiltered conversations about resilience, recovery, and finding purpose again. If you’re ready to take the first step in your recovery, reach out to Banyan Treatment Centers — the team I personally believe in. They’ve helped thousands of people rebuild their lives. 👉 Call: [(855) 773-1502] 🌐 Visit: https://www.banyantreatmentcenter.com/?utm_source=louis_podcast&utm_medium=influencer&utm_campaign=banyan_partnership&utm_content=episode_read 🎙️ Hosted by Louis Ruggiero 📱 Instagram: (https://www.instagram.com/nothingsoffpod) 📹 TikTok: (https://www.tiktok.com/@nothingsoffpod) 🔗 Linktree: (https://www.linktr.ee/nothingsoffthetable) Today’s Guest 🎙️ Connect with our guest: 👉 Instagram: [@wadehouston](https://www.instagram.com/wadehouston) 👉 Website: (https://wade.coach/?el=ig&utm_source=ig&utm_medium=social&utm_content=link_in_bio&fbclid=PAZXh0bgNhZW0CMTEAc3J0YwZhcHBfaWQMMjU2MjgxMDQwNTU4AAGngt5c3ahmKbn_0ynR1w_fUE8TGnFrgJNiVDPw4rXK1xZEWexrokF_MEWTXUk_aem_ogBQcOO3O9cm5nOxgWHL3w) About the Show Hosted by Louis Ruggiero, a restaurateur, entrepreneur, and advocate for recovery, Nothing’s Off The Table is where real people share their real stories. From battling addiction to overcoming life’s toughest challenges, Louis and his guests uncover the moments that spark change and fuel unstoppable comebacks. Expect raw honesty, deep insights, and stories that hit home. Meet Louis Louis Ruggiero turned his life around after years of struggling with addiction, gambling, and substance abuse. Now, he’s on a mission to amplify voices — from celebrities to everyday survivors — sharing their journeys of grit, growth, and healing. #AddictionRecovery #WeDoRecover #NothingsofftheTable #LouisRuggiero #RecoverOutLoud #ComebackStories #BanyanTreatmentCenters #BanyanxLouis #BanyanRecovery #BanyanPodcastPartner #RecoveryIsPossible #AddictionRecovery #MentalHealthAwareness #RecoveryCommunity --- Disclaimer: The stories and views shared on Nothing’s Off The Table are personal experiences and not a substitute for professional advice. Please consult qualified professionals for guidance on personal matters. Copyright: © Nothing’s Off The Table with Louis Ruggiero. All rights reserved. Feel free to share or embed episodes with proper credit and a link to our official pages. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

“I wasn’t drinking for fun anymore — I was drinking to escape myself.” In this raw and brutally honest episode of Nothing’s Off the Table, Neva Coleman shares her unfiltered journey through alcoholism, blackout drinking, suicidal ideation, and the moment she realized alcohol was no longer optional — it was killing her. From growing up in a loving home in New Jersey, to losing her father on 9/11, to spiraling through college drinking culture, Neva opens up about the mental obsession that controlled her life, the Sundays filled with panic and despair, and the night she called the suicide hotline after a three-day bender. She talks about: * Blacking out before even getting to the bar * Being found unconscious while her roommates thought she was dead * Why near-death experiences didn’t stop her from drinking * The lie of “I’m not that bad” * Why alcoholism is not a character defect * What finally changed when she committed to sobriety and AA * How recovery gave her a life she never thought was possible This episode is for anyone who feels trapped in their own mind, secretly struggling, or wondering if sobriety is worth it. Recovery is possible. Change is possible. And if someone else made it out — so can you. 🔔 Real stories. Raw comebacks. Nothing’s off the table. I sit down with people who’ve faced it all: addiction, loss, redemption and came out stronger. These are unfiltered conversations about resilience, recovery, and finding purpose again. If you’re ready to take the first step in your recovery, reach out to Banyan Treatment Centers — the team I personally believe in. They’ve helped thousands of people rebuild their lives. 👉 Call: [(855) 773-1502] 🌐 Visit: https://www.banyantreatmentcenter.com/?utm_source=louis_podcast&utm_medium=influencer&utm_campaign=banyan_partnership&utm_content=episode_read 🎙️ Hosted by Louis Ruggiero 📱 Instagram: @nothingsoffpod 📹 TikTok: @nothingsoffpod 🔗 Linktree: linktr.ee/nothingsoffthetable Today’s Guest 🎙️ Connect with our guest: 👉 Instagram: [@neva_coleman] 👉 TikTok: [@soberpartygirlll] About the Show Hosted by Louis Ruggiero, a restaurateur, entrepreneur, and advocate for recovery, Nothing’s Off The Table is where real people share their real stories. From battling addiction to overcoming life’s toughest challenges, Louis and his guests uncover the moments that spark change and fuel unstoppable comebacks. Expect raw honesty, deep insights, and stories that hit home. Meet Louis Louis Ruggiero turned his life around after years of struggling with addiction, gambling, and substance abuse. Now, he’s on a mission to amplify voices — from celebrities to everyday survivors — sharing their journeys of grit, growth, and healing. #AddictionRecovery #WeDoRecover #NothingsofftheTable #LouisRuggiero #RecoverOutLoud #ComebackStories #BanyanTreatmentCenters #BanyanxLouis #BanyanRecovery #BanyanPodcastPartner #RecoveryIsPossible #AddictionRecovery #MentalHealthAwareness #RecoveryCommunity --- Disclaimer: The stories and views shared on Nothing’s Off The Table are personal experiences and not a substitute for professional advice. Please consult qualified professionals for guidance on personal matters. Copyright: © Nothing’s Off The Table with Louis Ruggiero. All rights reserved. Feel free to share or embed episodes with proper credit and a link to our official pages. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Gambling didn’t just cost Adam Lyons money — it nearly cost him his life. In this raw, unfiltered episode of Nothing’s Off the Table, Adam Lyons opens up about compulsive gambling, crushing debt, lying to everyone he loved, declaring bankruptcy in his 20s, and reaching a point where he simply didn’t want to live this life anymore. Adam worked inside casinos. He drove hours just to gamble. He maxed out credit cards, borrowed from strangers, and lived in a nonstop mental prison where every thought revolved around the next bet. “Nothing took my soul like gambling debt.” Then came the moment that changed everything. On February 8th, Adam walked into his first Gamblers Anonymous meeting — and by 7:15 PM, he had fully surrendered. This conversation dives deep into: * Compulsive gambling and why it’s different than any other addiction * The lies, shame, and isolation no one talks about * Bankruptcy, debt, and the illusion of “starting fresh” * Why legalized sports betting is exploding — and who it’s hurting * The moment Adam knew he was finally ready to stop * How recovery, community, and surrender gave him his life back This is the side of gambling you will never see in a sportsbook commercial. If you’re struggling — or love someone who is — this episode could be the one that makes you realize you’re not broken, you’re not alone, and recovery is possible. If this story hits home, share it. You never know who needs to hear it today. 🔔 Real stories. Raw comebacks. Nothing’s off the table. I sit down with people who’ve faced it all: addiction, loss, redemption and came out stronger. These are unfiltered conversations about resilience, recovery, and finding purpose again. If you’re ready to take the first step in your recovery, reach out to Banyan Treatment Centers — the team I personally believe in. They’ve helped thousands of people rebuild their lives. 👉 Call: [(855) 773-1502] 🌐 Visit: https://www.banyantreatmentcenter.com/ utm_source=louis_podcast&utm_medium=influencer&utm_campaign=banyan_partnership&utm_content=episode_read 🎙️ Hosted by Louis Ruggiero 📱 Instagram: @nothingsoffpod 📹 TikTok: @nothingsoffpod 🔗 Linktree: linktr.ee/nothingsoffthetable Today’s Guest 🎙️ Connect with our guest: 👉 Instagram: [@modernmeeting] About the Show Hosted by Louis Ruggiero, a restaurateur, entrepreneur, and advocate for recovery, Nothing’s Off The Table is where real people share their real stories. From battling addiction to overcoming life’s toughest challenges, Louis and his guests uncover the moments that spark change and fuel unstoppable comebacks. Expect raw honesty, deep insights, and stories that hit home. Meet Louis Louis Ruggiero turned his life around after years of struggling with addiction, gambling, and substance abuse. Now, he’s on a mission to amplify voices — from celebrities to everyday survivors — sharing their journeys of grit, growth, and healing. #AddictionRecovery #WeDoRecover #NothingsofftheTable #LouisRuggiero #RecoverOutLoud #ComebackStories #BanyanTreatmentCenters #BanyanxLouis #BanyanRecovery #BanyanPodcastPartner #RecoveryIsPossible #AddictionRecovery #MentalHealthAwareness #RecoveryCommunity --- Disclaimer: The stories and views shared on Nothing’s Off The Table are personal experiences and not a substitute for professional advice. Please consult qualified professionals for guidance on personal matters. Copyright: © Nothing’s Off The Table with Louis Ruggiero. All rights reserved. Feel free to share or embed episodes with proper credit and a link to our official pages. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Elizabeth never drank in the morning. She never drank at work. And for years, she convinced herself she didn’t have a problem. Until the truth became impossible to ignore. “I was ready to take my own life because quitting drinking felt worse.” In this raw and deeply honest episode of Nothing’s Off the Table, Elizabeth opens up about her eight-year battle with alcohol addiction—how perfectionism, anxiety, and untreated OCD fueled her drinking, and how she quietly unraveled while appearing “high-functioning” on the outside. Elizabeth shares: How alcohol instantly became her solution in college The exhaustion, emptiness, and isolation at the end of her drinking Why being “dry” without recovery was worse than drinking Walking into her first AA meeting and realizing she wasn’t alone Her struggles with God, control, and surrender Rebuilding relationships, identity, and purpose in sobriety Why fear kept her sick—and courage saved her life This episode is for: Anyone questioning their relationship with alcohol Anyone afraid to ask for help Anyone who feels “too far gone” to recover Anyone who needs proof that recovery is possible Elizabeth’s story is living proof that addiction doesn’t discriminate—and neither does healing. If you’re struggling, you are not weak. You are not broken. And you are not alone. 🔔 Real stories. Raw comebacks. Nothing’s off the table. I sit down with people who’ve faced it all: addiction, loss, redemption and came out stronger. These are unfiltered conversations about resilience, recovery, and finding purpose again. If you’re ready to take the first step in your recovery, reach out to Banyan Treatment Centers — the team I personally believe in. They’ve helped thousands of people rebuild their lives. 👉 Call: [(855) 773-1502] 🌐 Visit: https://www.banyantreatmentcenter.com/?utm_source=louis_podcast&utm_medium=influencer&utm_campaign=banyan_partnership&utm_content=episode_read 🎙️ Hosted by Louis Ruggiero 📱 Instagram: @nothingsoffpod 📹 TikTok: @nothingsoffpod 🔗 Linktree: linktr.ee/nothingsoffthetable Today’s Guest 🎙️ Connect with our guest: 👉 Instagram: [@eatlizabeth] 👉 TikTok: [@eatlizabeth] About the Show Hosted by Louis Ruggiero, a restaurateur, entrepreneur, and advocate for recovery, Nothing’s Off The Table is where real people share their real stories. From battling addiction to overcoming life’s toughest challenges, Louis and his guests uncover the moments that spark change and fuel unstoppable comebacks. Expect raw honesty, deep insights, and stories that hit home. Meet Louis Louis Ruggiero turned his life around after years of struggling with addiction, gambling, and substance abuse. Now, he’s on a mission to amplify voices — from celebrities to everyday survivors — sharing their journeys of grit, growth, and healing. #AddictionRecovery #WeDoRecover #NothingsofftheTable #LouisRuggiero #RecoverOutLoud #ComebackStories #BanyanTreatmentCenters #BanyanxLouis #BanyanRecovery #BanyanPodcastPartner #RecoveryIsPossible #AddictionRecovery #MentalHealthAwareness #RecoveryCommunity --- Disclaimer: The stories and views shared on Nothing’s Off The Table are personal experiences and not a substitute for professional advice. Please consult qualified professionals for guidance on personal matters. Copyright: © Nothing’s Off The Table with Louis Ruggiero. All rights reserved. Feel free to share or embed episodes with proper credit and a link to our official pages. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Johnny didn’t just party — he was headed straight for the grave. By his late teens, Johnny was deep into Xanax, OxyContin, heroin, alcohol, arrests, and jail — surrounded by addiction on all sides and watching friends overdose and die. At just 20 years old, he made a decision that saved his life. In this raw episode of Nothing’s Off the Table, Johnny shares: Growing up around addiction Selling drugs as a teenager Using Xanax and Oxy daily Nearly injecting heroin Watching friends overdose Going to jail before 21 Six months of inpatient rehab Staying sober for 15 YEARS Building a company, a family, and a life worth protecting This episode isn’t motivational fluff. It’s the reality of addiction — and the discipline required to stay sober when life gets harder, not easier. If you’re struggling, or love someone who is, this episode could save a life. 🔔 Real stories. Raw comebacks. Nothing’s off the table. I sit down with people who’ve faced it all: addiction, loss, redemption and came out stronger. These are unfiltered conversations about resilience, recovery, and finding purpose again. If you’re ready to take the first step in your recovery, reach out to Banyan Treatment Centers — the team I personally believe in. They’ve helped thousands of people rebuild their lives. 👉 Call: [(855) 773-1502] 🌐 Visit: https://www.banyantreatmentcenter.com/?utm_source=louis_podcast&utm_medium=influencer&utm_campaign=banyan_partnership&utm_content=episode_read 🎙️ Hosted by Louis Ruggiero 📱 Instagram: @nothingsoffpod 📹 TikTok: @nothingsoffpod 🔗 Linktree: linktr.ee/nothingsoffthetable Today’s Guest 🎙️ Connect with our guest: 👉 Instagram: [@jrp.co](https://www.instagram.com/jrp.co) 👉 Website: [aug11.co](https://aug11.co) About the Show Hosted by Louis Ruggiero, a restaurateur, entrepreneur, and advocate for recovery, Nothing’s Off The Table is where real people share their real stories. From battling addiction to overcoming life’s toughest challenges, Louis and his guests uncover the moments that spark change and fuel unstoppable comebacks. Expect raw honesty, deep insights, and stories that hit home. Meet Louis Louis Ruggiero turned his life around after years of struggling with addiction, gambling, and substance abuse. Now, he’s on a mission to amplify voices — from celebrities to everyday survivors — sharing their journeys of grit, growth, and healing. #AddictionRecovery #WeDoRecover #NothingsofftheTable #LouisRuggiero #RecoverOutLoud #ComebackStories #BanyanTreatmentCenters #BanyanxLouis #BanyanRecovery #BanyanPodcastPartner #RecoveryIsPossible #AddictionRecovery #MentalHealthAwareness #RecoveryCommunity --- Disclaimer: The stories and views shared on Nothing’s Off The Table are personal experiences and not a substitute for professional advice. Please consult qualified professionals for guidance on personal matters. Copyright: © Nothing’s Off The Table with Louis Ruggiero. All rights reserved. Feel free to share or embed episodes with proper credit and a link to our official pages. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

At 32 years old, Dan Brody was doing 10–15 oxy pills a day, hiding a full-blown addiction behind a successful career, relationships, and the illusion of having it all together. Then everything collapsed. Dan overdosed in his childhood bedroom. His mother found him barely breathing. Narcan saved his life. That moment became the line in the sand. In this raw, emotional, and brutally honest episode of Nothing’s Off the Table, Dan walks through: • Growing up with a “good” life — and still becoming addicted • Losing his identity after sports ended • Party culture, opioids, Xanax, isolation, and denial • A broken engagement and walking out of rehab too early • The overdose that nearly killed him • The moment he realized it was either rehab… or death • What finally made sobriety stick • Building a life he’s proud of — one day at a time Today, Dan is over 4.5 years sober and serves as SVP of Membership at The Maze, an alcohol-free private members club in NYC backed by world-class hospitality talent — proving that sobriety isn’t small, boring, or limiting… it’s expansive. This episode isn’t just about addiction. It’s about identity, fear, ego, redemption, and what happens when you stop running. If you’re struggling — or love someone who is — this conversation could save a life. 🔔 Real stories. Raw comebacks. Nothing’s off the table. I sit down with people who’ve faced it all: addiction, loss, redemption and came out stronger. These are unfiltered conversations about resilience, recovery, and finding purpose again. If you’re ready to take the first step in your recovery, reach out to Banyan Treatment Centers — the team I personally believe in. They’ve helped thousands of people rebuild their lives. 👉 Call: [(855) 773-1502] 🌐 Visit: https://www.banyantreatmentcenter.com/?utm_source=louis_podcast&utm_medium=influencer&utm_campaign=banyan_partnership&utm_content=episode_read 🎙️ Hosted by Louis Ruggiero 📱 Instagram: @nothingsoffpod 📹 TikTok: @nothingsoffpod 🔗 Linktree: linktr.ee/nothingsoffthetable Today’s Guest 🎙️ Connect with our guest: 👉 Instagram: [@djbrody] 👉 Website: (https://www.themazenyc.com/) About the Show Hosted by Louis Ruggiero, a restaurateur, entrepreneur, and advocate for recovery, Nothing’s Off The Table is where real people share their real stories. From battling addiction to overcoming life’s toughest challenges, Louis and his guests uncover the moments that spark change and fuel unstoppable comebacks. Expect raw honesty, deep insights, and stories that hit home. Meet Louis Louis Ruggiero turned his life around after years of struggling with addiction, gambling, and substance abuse. Now, he’s on a mission to amplify voices — from celebrities to everyday survivors — sharing their journeys of grit, growth, and healing. #AddictionRecovery #WeDoRecover #NothingsofftheTable #LouisRuggiero #RecoverOutLoud #ComebackStories #BanyanTreatmentCenters #BanyanxLouis #BanyanRecovery #BanyanPodcastPartner #RecoveryIsPossible #AddictionRecovery #MentalHealthAwareness #RecoveryCommunity --- Disclaimer: The stories and views shared on Nothing’s Off The Table are personal experiences and not a substitute for professional advice. Please consult qualified professionals for guidance on personal matters. Copyright: © Nothing’s Off The Table with Louis Ruggiero. All rights reserved. Feel free to share or embed episodes with proper credit and a link to our official pages. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Mordi didn’t just gamble — he destroyed his life in silence. In this raw episode of Nothing’s Off the Table, Mordi shares how a single scratch-off turned into a full-blown obsession: sports betting, secret bookies, and a constant need for “one more” — until he drained $150,000 of wedding money meant to build a future with his new wife. What makes this conversation hit so hard isn’t just the money. It’s the mental prison gambling creates — the way it hijacks your thoughts, rewires your priorities, and convinces you you’re “in control” while everything around you quietly collapses. Mordi opens up about how addiction didn’t just take his bankroll… it took his presence, his relationships, his peace, and his ability to live in the moment. Inside this episode, Mordi and I talk about: * How gambling starts “small” — and why it escalates faster than most people realize * The hidden stigma around compulsive gambling that keeps people suffering in silence * The lies, manipulation, and isolation that come with protecting the addiction * The obsession: waking up thinking about bets, chasing losses, and never feeling settled * How gambling damages marriage and family — even when nobody “knows” what’s happening * The moment the weight became unbearable, including thoughts of suicide * What finally broke the cycle, and why asking for help is not weakness — it’s strength Mordi shares the turning point that changed everything: walking into Gamblers Anonymous on October 1, 2014, realizing he wasn’t alone, and meeting people who spoke the exact thoughts he had been terrified to admit out loud. From there, he began rebuilding a life he truly believed was out of reach — one day at a time. This is the side of gambling you will never see in a sportsbook ad. No bonus bet. No “odds boost.” No smiling influencer. Just the truth: the anxiety, the obsession, the shame, the damage… and the hope that recovery is possible. If you’re struggling — or if someone you love is — please hear this: you’re not alone, and you don’t have to do this by yourself. This episode could be the moment things start to change. If you need help: reach out to me directly. And if you’re ready to take a first step, consider finding a local or online Gamblers Anonymous meeting and simply showing up. 🔔 Real stories. Raw comebacks. Nothing’s off the table. I sit down with people who’ve faced it all: addiction, loss, redemption and came out stronger. These are unfiltered conversations about resilience, recovery, and finding purpose again. If you’re ready to take the first step in your recovery, reach out to Banyan Treatment Centers — the team I personally believe in. They’ve helped thousands of people rebuild their lives. 👉 Call: [(855) 773-1502] 🌐 Visit: https://www.banyantreatmentcenter.com/?utm_source=louis_podcast&utm_medium=influencer&utm_campaign=banyan_partnership&utm_content=episode_read 🎙️ Hosted by Louis Ruggiero 📱 Instagram: @nothingsoffpod 📹 TikTok: @nothingsoffpod 🔗 Linktree: linktr.ee/nothingsoffthetable #AddictionRecovery #WeDoRecover #NothingsofftheTable #LouisRuggiero #RecoverOutLoud #ComebackStories #BanyanTreatmentCenters #BanyanxLouis #BanyanRecovery #BanyanPodcastPartner #RecoveryIsPossible #AddictionRecovery #MentalHealthAwareness #RecoveryCommunity #gamblingdisorder #gambling #gamblingaddiction Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

In this powerful episode of Nothing’s Off the Table, LJ sits down with Riley, one of the fastest-growing sober creators on TikTok and Instagram- a young woman who went from blackouts, arrests, interventions, and losing everything… to building a new life through recovery. Riley opens up about: Growing up in Louisville feeling “different” Blackouts starting at age 14 Getting suspended, arrested, kicked out of college, and losing control The moment her parents found her missing How treatment, sponsorship, and the 12 steps finally changed her life Getting sober young — and why it’s NOT something to fear The spiritual shift that saved her The ripple effect recovery had on her entire family This episode is raw, emotional, unfiltered, and full of hope for anyone battling addiction or wondering where to start. If you or someone you love is struggling with addiction, you’re not alone. Riley and LJ break down exactly what it feels like to hit bottom… and how to rebuild from absolutely nothing. 🔔 Real stories. Raw comebacks. Nothing’s off the table. I sit down with people who’ve faced it all: addiction, loss, redemption and came out stronger. These are unfiltered conversations about resilience, recovery, and finding purpose again. If you’re ready to take the first step in your recovery, reach out to Banyan Treatment Centers — the team I personally believe in. They’ve helped thousands of people rebuild their lives. 👉 Call: [(855) 773-1502] 🌐 Visit: https://www.banyantreatmentcenter.com/?utm_source=louis_podcast&utm_medium=influencer&utm_campaign=banyan_partnership&utm_content=episode_read 🎙️ Hosted by Louis Ruggiero 📱 Instagram: @nothingsoffpod 📹 TikTok: @nothingsoffpod 🔗 Linktree: linktr.ee/nothingsoffthetable Today’s Guest 🎙️ Connect with our guest: 👉 Instagram: (https://www.instagram.com/riwhey_orthehighway?igsh=MWs5Mzd0bmhlYWNiMw==) 👉 TikTok: (https://www.tiktok.com/@riwhey_orthehighway?_r=1&_t=ZT-928nkqmCrbZ) About the Show Hosted by Louis Ruggiero, a restaurateur, entrepreneur, and advocate for recovery, Nothing’s Off The Table is where real people share their real stories. From battling addiction to overcoming life’s toughest challenges, Louis and his guests uncover the moments that spark change and fuel unstoppable comebacks. Expect raw honesty, deep insights, and stories that hit home. Meet Louis Louis Ruggiero turned his life around after years of struggling with addiction, gambling, and substance abuse. Now, he’s on a mission to amplify voices — from celebrities to everyday survivors — sharing their journeys of grit, growth, and healing. #AddictionRecovery #WeDoRecover #NothingsofftheTable #LouisRuggiero #RecoverOutLoud #ComebackStories #BanyanTreatmentCenters #BanyanxLouis #BanyanRecovery #BanyanPodcastPartner #RecoveryIsPossible #AddictionRecovery #MentalHealthAwareness #RecoveryCommunity --- Disclaimer: The stories and views shared on Nothing’s Off The Table are personal experiences and not a substitute for professional advice. Please consult qualified professionals for guidance on personal matters. Copyright: © Nothing’s Off The Table with Louis Ruggiero. All rights reserved. Feel free to share or embed episodes with proper credit and a link to our official pages. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

This is one of the most intense, emotional, and unbelievable interviews ever on Nothing’s Off the Table. Mike Zallie grew up in a loving Philly family… until the day his world shattered. At just 24 years old, he discovered his sister after she died by suicide — a moment that broke him and sent him into a 20-year spiral of addiction, crime, psychosis, and near death. In this raw conversation, Mike goes deep into: 13 years addicted to opiates and alcohol Shooting heroin, overdosing, and losing everything A 7-year meth run that led to full psychosis Being hunted by Homeland Security after being misidentified as Antifa Breaking into skyscrapers, hallucinating aliens, living on rooftops Daily suicidal thoughts and the moment he finally broke down How recovery, love, community, and art brought him back to life His mission today helping addicts in Kensington and beyond Today, Mike Zallie is 13 months sober, creating powerful art, rebuilding his family, speaking truth, and helping people who feel like there’s no way out. This episode will shock you, break your heart, and inspire the hell out of you. If you know someone struggling — send this to them. 🔔 Real stories. Raw comebacks. Nothing’s off the table. I sit down with people who’ve faced it all: addiction, loss, redemption and came out stronger. These are unfiltered conversations about resilience, recovery, and finding purpose again. If you’re ready to take the first step in your recovery, reach out to Banyan Treatment Centers — the team I personally believe in. They’ve helped thousands of people rebuild their lives. 👉 Call: [(855) 773-1502] 🌐 Visit: https://www.banyantreatmentcenter.com/?utm_source=louis_podcast&utm_medium=influencer&utm_campaign=banyan_partnership&utm_content=episode_read 🎙️ Hosted by Louis Ruggiero 📱 Instagram: @nothingsoffpod 📹 TikTok: @nothingsoffpod 🔗 Linktree: linktr.ee/nothingsoffthetable Today’s Guest 🎙️ Connect with our guest: 👉 Instagram: [@recklessoptimismz](https://www.instagram.com/recklessoptimismz?igsh=amYwdmJqOXFxeHp6) 👉 Instagram: [@vizion_gallery] (https://www.instagram.com/vizion_gallery?igsh=MWhheDl4aWoweG8wMA%3D%3D) 👉 Website: (https://recklessoptimismz.com) 👉Website: (https://www.recoverydonesimple.com) About the Show Hosted by Louis Ruggiero, a restaurateur, entrepreneur, and advocate for recovery, Nothing’s Off The Table is where real people share their real stories. From battling addiction to overcoming life’s toughest challenges, Louis and his guests uncover the moments that spark change and fuel unstoppable comebacks. Expect raw honesty, deep insights, and stories that hit home. Meet Louis Louis Ruggiero turned his life around after years of struggling with addiction, gambling, and substance abuse. Now, he’s on a mission to amplify voices — from celebrities to everyday survivors — sharing their journeys of grit, growth, and healing. #AddictionRecovery #WeDoRecover #NothingsofftheTable #LouisRuggiero #RecoverOutLoud #ComebackStories #BanyanTreatmentCenters #BanyanxLouis #BanyanRecovery #BanyanPodcastPartner #RecoveryIsPossible #AddictionRecovery #MentalHealthAwareness #RecoveryCommunity --- Disclaimer: The stories and views shared on Nothing’s Off The Table are personal experiences and not a substitute for professional advice. Please consult qualified professionals for guidance on personal matters. Copyright: © Nothing’s Off The Table with Louis Ruggiero. All rights reserved. Feel free to share or embed episodes with proper credit and a link to our official pages. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

This episode is insane in the best way. Tzvi’s story doesn’t just check the boxes of addiction — it shatters them. The lying, the hustling, the chaos in Miami… the oxy pipeline in Israel… the wave-runner disaster… the 50-roxys-a-day habit… the shrooms + Norbit overdose spiral… and then the moment that finally broke him wide open. Today he’s a husband, a father, and the owner/operator of multiple treatment centers — the rare kind that actually put people before profit. And he’s over 12 years sober. In this raw conversation, we talk about: * Growing up fatherless and using lying as a first drug * Smoking heroin while convincing his wife it was “hash” * Flushing 1,000 pills down a Hard Rock hotel toilet * Detoxing on a rabbi’s floor * The psychic change that rebuilt his entire life * Why NYC is drowning in addiction with barely any real help * How treatment (done right) can save lives in a way meetings alone can’t If you’re struggling, if you’re lying to everyone around you, if the consequences don’t scare you anymore… this episode is your wake-up call. 🔔 Real stories. Raw comebacks. Nothing’s off the table. I sit down with people who’ve faced it all: addiction, loss, redemption and came out stronger. These are unfiltered conversations about resilience, recovery, and finding purpose again. If you’re ready to take the first step in your recovery, reach out to Banyan Treatment Centers — the team I personally believe in. They’ve helped thousands of people rebuild their lives. 👉 Call: [(855) 773-1502] 🌐 Visit: https://www.banyantreatmentcenter.com/?utm_source=louis_podcast&utm_medium=influencer&utm_campaign=banyan_partnership&utm_content=episode_read 🎙️ Hosted by Louis Ruggiero 📱 Instagram: @nothingsoffpod 📹 TikTok: @nothingsoffpod 🔗 Linktree: linktr.ee/nothingsoffthetable Today’s Guest 🎙️ Connect with our guest: 👉 Instagram: [@GuestHandle](https://www.instagram.com/GuestHandle) 👉 TikTok: [@GuestHandle](https://www.tiktok.com/@GuestHandle) 👉 Website: [GuestWebsite.com](https://GuestWebsite.com) About the Show Hosted by Louis Ruggiero, a restaurateur, entrepreneur, and advocate for recovery, Nothing’s Off The Table is where real people share their real stories. From battling addiction to overcoming life’s toughest challenges, Louis and his guests uncover the moments that spark change and fuel unstoppable comebacks. Expect raw honesty, deep insights, and stories that hit home. Meet Louis Louis Ruggiero turned his life around after years of struggling with addiction, gambling, and substance abuse. Now, he’s on a mission to amplify voices — from celebrities to everyday survivors — sharing their journeys of grit, growth, and healing. #AddictionRecovery #WeDoRecover #NothingsofftheTable #LouisRuggiero #RecoverOutLoud #ComebackStories #BanyanTreatmentCenters #BanyanxLouis #BanyanRecovery #BanyanPodcastPartner #RecoveryIsPossible #AddictionRecovery #MentalHealthAwareness #RecoveryCommunity #banyanpartner --- Disclaimer: The stories and views shared on Nothing’s Off The Table are personal experiences and not a substitute for professional advice. Please consult qualified professionals for guidance on personal matters. Copyright: © Nothing’s Off The Table with Louis Ruggiero. All rights reserved. Feel free to share or embed episodes with proper credit and a link to our official pages. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Sydney McAllister — known on TikTok as Sober Syd — sits down with Louis Ruggiero for one of the rawest, most relatable recovery stories we’ve ever had on Nothing’s Off The Table. From growing up around addiction to secretly drinking through her marriage, hiding bottles in drawers, under beds, and even in other people’s trash cans, Sydney opens up about the chaos she carried for years. This episode dives deep into: * What it’s like growing up in an alcoholic family * High-functioning alcoholism and the hidden double life * Hiding bottles and lying to everyone you love * How alcoholism destroyed her marriage * The moment everything came crashing down * The turning point that led to her sobriety * How her life transformed after April 19, 2024 If you’re struggling with alcohol, addiction, or feel like you’re living a double life — Sydney’s honesty will hit you right where you need it. Her story is going to help a lot of women, a lot of young people, and a lot of people who think “I don’t drink that much.” 🔔 Real stories. Raw comebacks. Nothing’s off the table. I sit down with people who’ve faced it all: addiction, loss, redemption and came out stronger. These are unfiltered conversations about resilience, recovery, and finding purpose again. If you’re ready to take the first step in your recovery, reach out to Banyan Treatment Centers — the team I personally believe in. They’ve helped thousands of people rebuild their lives. 👉 Call: [(855) 773-1502] 🌐 Visit: https://www.banyantreatmentcenter.com/?utm_source=louis_podcast&utm_medium=influencer&utm_campaign=banyan_partnership&utm_content=episode_read 🎙️ Hosted by Louis Ruggiero 📱 Instagram: @nothingsoffpod📹 TikTok: @nothingsoffpod🔗 Linktree: linktr.ee/nothingsoffthetable Today’s Guest 🎙️ Connect with our guest: 👉 Instagram: [@sobersyd](https://www.instagram.com/sobersyd?igsh=MWo5d2R5MmN5cjJ) 👉 TikTok: [@sydleemac](https://www.tiktok.com/@sydleemac?_r=1&_t=ZT-91dsAlyDTm1) About the Show Hosted by Louis Ruggiero, a restaurateur, entrepreneur, and advocate for recovery, Nothing’s Off The Table is where real people share their real stories. From battling addiction to overcoming life’s toughest challenges, Louis and his guests uncover the moments that spark change and fuel unstoppable comebacks. Expect raw honesty, deep insights, and stories that hit home. Meet Louis Louis Ruggiero turned his life around after years of struggling with addiction, gambling, and substance abuse. Now, he’s on a mission to amplify voices — from celebrities to everyday survivors — sharing their journeys of grit, growth, and healing. #AddictionRecovery #WeDoRecover #NothingsofftheTable #LouisRuggiero #RecoverOutLoud #ComebackStories #BanyanTreatmentCenters #BanyanxLouis #BanyanRecovery #BanyanPodcastPartner #RecoveryIsPossible #AddictionRecovery #MentalHealthAwareness #RecoveryCommunity --- Disclaimer: The stories and views shared on Nothing’s Off The Table are personal experiences and not a substitute for professional advice. Please consult qualified professionals for guidance on personal matters. Copyright: © Nothing’s Off The Table with Louis Ruggiero. All rights reserved. Feel free to share or embed episodes with proper credit and a link to our official pages. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Today, I sit down with the man who saved my life, the legend of Alcoholics Anonymous and Gamblers Anonymous — Ronnie A. A 35-year veteran of sobriety, a pro soccer phenom who played with the New York Cosmos, a man who’s survived addiction, destruction, loss, divorce, anxiety, gambling, and rebuilding from absolutely nothing… and came out on the other side spiritually rich, grateful, and living with purpose. In this episode, Ronnie tells the full story — from being discovered at age 7 and sent to Manchester United… to battling five addictions at once (alcohol, gambling, drugs, sex, and nicotine)… to losing everything and living alone in a New York showroom for six years… to becoming a father, a respected businessman, and one of the most impactful recovery figures in New York City. Ronnie also breaks down:     •    What addiction really is — and why most people never recover     •    Why gambling is today’s cigarette industry — glamorized, marketed, deadly     •    How he helped my parents stage the intervention that got me into rehab     •    Why the 12 Steps are the ONLY thing that has ever saved either of our lives     •    The brutal truth about relapse, ego, and why people die     •    What he wishes every addict, alcoholic, and compulsive gambler understood right now This is the most emotional, powerful, and truth-telling episode I’ve ever filmed. If you’re struggling… if someone you love is struggling… or if you think you “just gamble casually”… Watch this. It might save your life. 🔔 Real stories. Raw comebacks. Nothing’s off the table. I sit down with people who’ve faced it all: addiction, loss, redemption and came out stronger. These are unfiltered conversations about resilience, recovery, and finding purpose again. If you’re ready to take the first step in your recovery, reach out to Banyan Treatment Centers — the team I personally believe in. They’ve helped thousands of people rebuild their lives. 👉 Call: [(855) 773-1502] 🌐 Visit: https://www.banyantreatmentcenter.com/?utm_source=louis_podcast&utm_medium=influencer&utm_campaign=banyan_partnership&utm_content=episode_read 🎙️ Hosted by Louis Ruggiero  📱 Instagram: @nothingsoffpod 📹 TikTok: @nothingsoffpod 🔗 Linktree: linktr.ee/nothingsoffthetable About the Show Hosted by Louis Ruggiero, a restaurateur, entrepreneur, and advocate for recovery, Nothing’s Off The Table is where real people share their real stories. From battling addiction to overcoming life’s toughest challenges, Louis and his guests uncover the moments that spark change and fuel unstoppable comebacks. Expect raw honesty, deep insights, and stories that hit home. Meet Louis Louis Ruggiero turned his life around after years of struggling with addiction, gambling, and substance abuse. Now, he’s on a mission to amplify voices — from celebrities to everyday survivors — sharing their journeys of grit, growth, and healing. #AddictionRecovery #WeDoRecover #NothingsofftheTable #LouisRuggiero #RecoverOutLoud #ComebackStories #BanyanTreatmentCenters #BanyanxLouis #BanyanRecovery #BanyanPodcastPartner #RecoveryIsPossible #AddictionRecovery #MentalHealthAwareness #RecoveryCommunity  --- Disclaimer: The stories and views shared on Nothing’s Off The Table are personal experiences and not a substitute for professional advice. Please consult qualified professionals for guidance on personal matters. Copyright: © Nothing’s Off The Table with Louis Ruggiero. All rights reserved. Feel free to share or embed episodes with proper credit and a link to our official pages. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

What happens when a $5 bet turns into a full-blown gambling addiction? In this powerful episode of Nothing’s Off the Table with Louis Ruggiero, LJ sits down with Rob, one of the loudest voices online exposing the predatory world of sports betting and the mental destruction caused by compulsive gambling. Rob opens up about how it all began — $5 fantasy bets in high school that spiraled into tens of thousands lost on FanDuel, DraftKings, and illegal bookies. From betting on Chinese ping pong at 3AM to losing everything on a casino bathroom floor in Paris, his story is a raw reminder that you never win against the house. Louis also shares his own painful moments — stealing checks, chasing losses, crying in casinos — and how both men found recovery through honesty, accountability, and helping others. This episode pulls no punches on:     ⁃    The truth about sports betting apps and predatory marketing     ⁃    The psychology behind compulsive gambling & chasing the rush     ⁃    The destruction of families, finances, and self-worth     ⁃    The real path to recovery, one day at a time If you or someone you know is struggling, you’re not alone. Reach out. There’s a better way to live. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

From the outside, Juliet Warner had it all — a beautiful family, four kids, a loving husband, and the picture-perfect life. But behind the smiles and the Palm Beach backdrop, she was quietly unraveling. After years of sobriety and a successful life as a mom and wife, Juliette thought she was “cured.” One glass of wine turned into blackout nights… until one horrifying day in the Bahamas changed everything forever. In this raw and unfiltered conversation with Louis Ruggiero on Nothing’s Off The Table, Juliet shares her unthinkable journey from PTA mom to heroin addict, and the powerful comeback that has made her a voice for mothers in recovery around the world. She opens up about:     •    Growing up in an affluent family, hiding pain behind perfection     •    The first time she tried OxyContin and how it changed her life forever     •    Living a double life — from corporate offices to the streets of Philadelphia     •    Shooting heroin for the first time and losing all fear     •    Her first attempt at sobriety — and the pink cloud that didn’t last     •    Years of relapse, shame, and self-destruction     •    Becoming a mother and finally finding purpose     •    The devastating relapse that led her to lose her kids during a blackout in the Bahamas     •    Her husband’s unconditional love and the moment she decided to surrender     •    How she rebuilt her faith, found God again, and used her voice to inspire thousands on TikTok Juliet’s  story is more than addiction — it’s a reminder that recovery isn’t about perfection. It’s about getting back up again, no matter how many times you fall. It’s about grace, faith, and the unbreakable bond between a mother and her children. Louis and Juliet dive deep into what true recovery looks like, what happens when ego replaces humility, and how relapse can become the greatest teacher of all. This episode will move you, challenge you, and remind you that no matter how dark life gets, you are never too far gone to start over. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

What happens when gambling becomes deadlier than drugs? In this raw, unfiltered episode of Nothing’s Off the Table with Louis Ruggiero, Chicago native Joe Cannon opens up about his 12-year gambling spiral — from $50 bets to risking $150,000 on a single game, chasing losses across five bookies, and losing $580,000 in just 10 days. Joe’s story isn’t about money — it’s about survival.He shares how sports betting apps like FanDuel, DraftKings, and Caesars prey on vulnerable young men, how the dopamine rush mimics drug addiction, and how gambling drove him closer to suicide than opioids or alcohol ever did. From hiding bets while holding his newborn daughter’s bottle…To sitting in a Chicago apartment wondering if the pipes above him could hold his weight — Joe’s brutal honesty will shake you to your core. This episode exposes the dark truth about America’s gambling epidemic, the predatory tactics of major sportsbooks, and the silent crisis destroying millions of families behind the bright lights of “responsible gaming” ads. Watch now to hear: How gambling addiction destroys lives in silence The moment Joe’s family found out and saved his life Why self-exclusion isn’t enough to stop the spiral How to rebuild your life after losing everything Why recovery is possible — no matter how far you’ve fallen Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

What would make a straight-A student, loving husband, and father of two paint his face black, put on a Bob Marley wig, grab a gun, and start robbing bodegas in Newark, New Jersey? For Bo Joseph, it wasn’t greed. It was gambling — the invisible addiction that nearly took everything. In this jaw-dropping episode of Nothing’s Off the Table, host Louis Ruggiero sits down with Bo, the author of An American Loser, for one of the most shocking, brutally honest comeback stories ever told. From being minutes away from abortion to building a $20-million business empire, Bo’s journey is a rollercoaster of chaos, crime, desperation, and redemption. Before the money, before the mob threats, and long before success, Bo was a teenager just trying to save his family’s home. What started with $5 handball games in the schoolyard turned into a compulsive gambling spiral that left him owing hundreds of thousands of dollars to violent bookies and loan sharks. When the debts piled up, he stole, scammed, and lied — and when that wasn’t enough, he crossed the line most people never could. “I painted my face black, put on a Bob Marley wig, and robbed bodegas to pay off my gambling debts.” Bo’s story gets darker: mobsters beat him in public, his wife was terrorized, and his daughter was handed a note at school that said, “Next time, she won’t come home.” That was his breaking point. What happened next was a moment of pure transformation — a decision that changed his life forever. From that night on, Bo swore he would never gamble again. He started from nothing — sleeping in his mother’s pink childhood bedroom, working minimum-wage jobs, rebuilding his integrity piece by piece. Now, decades later, Bo is a respected businessman, husband, and father again — living proof that even the darkest rock bottom can lead to redemption if you’re willing to face the truth. This conversation isn’t just about gambling. It’s about the human condition — addiction, survival, forgiveness, and rebirth. If you’ve ever battled demons, chased losses, or wondered how far desperation can push a person — this episode will shake you to your core. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Buckle up for a no-holds-barred episode as Louis sits down with J-Mac, a Boston street kid turned graffiti artist and recovery warrior. From stealing at 8 to shooting heroin by 21, J-Mac’s life was a whirlwind of drugs, high-speed chases, and heartbreak. Witnessing domestic violence at 6, growing up with an addicted mom, and chasing the rush of graffiti and opiates, his story is as real as it gets. But this ain’t just a sob story. J-Mac clawed his way out of addiction’s grip, turning his street art into a powerful voice for hope. With nearly 9 years sober, he’s painting murals, running groups at treatment centers, and helping others rise from the ashes. From dodging cops on Revere Beach to losing friends to overdoses, J-Mac’s journey is a gut-punch of pain, relapse, and redemption. Louis and J-Mac dive deep into the chaos of addiction, the power of recovery, and why speaking your truth is the ultimate weapon against demons. Whether you’re fighting addiction, mental health struggles, or just life’s bullshit, this episode will hit you in the feels and leave you inspired. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

She was beaten at six, sexually abused by her stepfather, and abandoned by her mother. By her 20s, she was trapped in addiction — living behind the mask of success while dying inside. Today, Marci Hopkins is 10 years sober, a TV host, author, and advocate helping women find healing through faith, forgiveness, and recovery. In this powerful and emotional episode of Nothing’s Off the Table, Louis “LJ” Ruggiero sits down with Marci to unpack her journey — from the darkest corners of childhood trauma to the light of sobriety and purpose. “Once you surrender, life becomes so much more beautiful.” — Marci Hopkins What You’ll Hear: The trauma that started it all — and how she survived it The night of her DUI and the moment she surrendered Healing the wounds of her childhood and breaking generational cycles The truth about recovery vs. abstinence Finding God and spiritual freedom through surrender Honest talk about parenting, shame, and forgiveness This isn’t just another recovery story — it’s a roadmap to redemption, faith, and freedom. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

In this explosive episode of Nothing’s Off the Table, Louis Ruggiero sits down with Mathew Bowyer — the infamous bookmaker tied to Shohei Ohtani’s interpreter and a man whose life spiraled into the extremes of compulsive gambling, high-stakes bookmaking, federal indictments, and staggering casino losses. Bowyer reveals: How he went from hustling as a teenager to running one of the biggest bookmaking operations in the country. The insane Vegas nights where he won $3.2M in 48 minutes—only to lose $13M at Resorts World. His connection to the Ohtani scandal, wire transfers, and how the feds finally came crashing through his doors. The dark psychology of gambling: why losing often feels more addictive than winning. Raw confessions about addiction, family destruction, and recovery—and what it really takes to break free. This isn’t just about sports betting scandals. It’s about the rush, the ruin, and the razor’s edge between fortune and self-destruction. If you’ve ever wondered how gambling addiction can take down anyone—from everyday hustlers to celebrity insiders—this is the story you need to hear. Watch until the end to hear Mathew’s unfiltered truth and Louis’s powerful reflections as two compulsive gamblers face the realities of recovery. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

This episode of Nothing’s Off the Table will leave you speechless. Jenn opens up about losing both of her parents as a teenager, falling into addiction, and marrying a man whose choices nearly destroyed her family. From watching her husband get arrested on Christmas Eve in front of her children, to paying off hundreds of thousands in judgments, to almost losing everything—including her will to live—Jenn’s journey is raw, unfiltered, and unforgettable. But this isn’t just a story of pain. It’s a story of resilience and redemption. Jenn shares how she fought her way through the darkness, raised three kids alone, built a successful business from scratch, and reclaimed her life in sobriety. If you’ve ever doubted whether recovery is possible—or whether you can rise again after your world falls apart—this conversation is the proof you need. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Shane Moses has lived a life most people couldn’t survive. From selling fake SATs in Texas, running drug empires in college, and moving hundreds of pounds across state lines — to seven years of heroin addiction, overdoses, arrests, and near-death experiences. In this unfiltered conversation with Louis Ruggiero on Nothing’s Off the Table, Shane reveals: How addiction destroyed his family, his future, and nearly his life The chilling moment his mom discovered needles and bloodstains in his room The seven-year spiral of heroin and gambling that left him broken The relapse after 6.5 years of sobriety — and the painful price it cost him How becoming a father and surrendering to God finally brought him back to life This isn’t just another recovery story — it’s a blueprint for transformation. Shane’s raw honesty, his battles with gambling, heroin, and ego, and his comeback as a father, businessman, and spiritual man will leave you floored. If you’ve ever struggled with addiction, relapse, or wondered if change is possible — this episode is your proof. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

In this powerful episode of Nothing’s Off the Table, I sit down with my close friend Bruce W.—a man who went from stealing nearly $1M to feed his gambling addiction… to serving time on Rikers Island in 1972… to becoming one of the longest-standing voices of recovery in the compulsive gambling community. Bruce doesn’t hold anything back: -Growing up in a Brooklyn neighborhood where gambling was everywhere -Stealing checks at PaineWebber to cover debts with the bookies -Facing lie detector tests, FBI investigations, and finally prison time -His first Gamblers Anonymous meeting that changed his life forever -The spiritual awakening that has kept him gambling-free for 54 years This is more than just a story about addiction. It’s about redemption, rebuilding trust, and learning to like yourself again after years of self-destruction. If you or someone you love is struggling with gambling addiction, this episode is proof that recovery is possible. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Christine Baker’s story is one of the rawest transformations you’ll ever hear. Born into chaos with an addicted mother, Christine started using at 13—with her mom. By high school, she was deep into cocaine and opioids, eventually shooting heroin every day for nearly a decade. She lost jobs, nearly lost her fiancé, and even overdosed while her baby sat in a highchair—her father, a retired NYPD detective, worked on her for 40 minutes to keep her alive. But Christine didn’t just survive—she rebuilt. After multiple failed rehabs, she finally surrendered, embraced recovery, and has now been sober for 8+ years. Today she’s a wife, a mother of two, and even an Olympic-level athlete. And her fight isn’t over—she’s battling skin cancer with the same resilience that carried her through addiction. We dive into: -Growing up with an addicted parent and using drugs together at 13 -How heroin took everything—including her graduation, jobs, and family -The overdose that almost killed her while her baby was in the next room -What finally made recovery stick after 10 failed attempts -Building a new life: motherhood, fitness, faith, and fighting cancer -This isn’t just a story about addiction—it’s about survival, faith, and the power of never giving up. Watch until the end for Christine’s advice to anyone struggling in recovery while facing life’s toughest battles. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

In this raw and unfiltered episode of Nothing’s Off the Table, I sit down with Ian Bick—host of Locked In with Ian—whose story is one of the wildest redemption arcs you’ll ever hear. At just 21, Ian was indicted by the FBI and sentenced to federal prison after his nightclub empire collapsed in chaos. He opens up about the lies, the gambling, and the downfall that led him behind bars—and how he transformed that rock bottom into one of the fastest-growing podcasts in the country. We dive into: -What was harder—real prison or MrBeast’s fake prison for $500,000 -The insane behind-the-scenes of the 100-day MrBeast challenge (what you didn’t see on camera) -The truth about gambling addiction, restitution, and rebuilding from nothing -How Ian went from public disgrace to inspiring millions with his story of resilience This isn’t just about prison or YouTube fame. It’s about what happens when society writes you off—and you decide to rewrite the ending. Watch until the end for Ian’s powerful advice on owning your story and turning your lowest moments into your biggest comeback. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Kat seemed like she had it all: a successful career, a loving husband, and a perfect life on paper. But behind closed doors, she was spiraling. In this powerful and emotional interview, Kat opens up about her secret struggles with alcoholism, the double life she lived, the moment everything came crashing down, and how she rebuilt her life from the ground up. Now 9+ years sober, she owns a treatment center in Orange County and is helping others recover. From faith to relapse to redemption, this is one of the rawest stories we’ve told. #Alcoholism #SobrietyJourney #AddictionRecovery #FaithAndRedemption #HighFunctioningAlcoholic #RecoveryIsPossible #SoberLife #12Steps #WomensRecovery #NothingOffTheTable #KatSorensen #SpiritualAwakening #AddictionTruth #OrangeCountyRecovery Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Frank Parisi’s life reads like a movie—mob ties, heroin and crack addiction, federal prison, overdoses, and finally… a miracle heart transplant that saved his life. In this unfiltered sit-down, Frank takes us inside:     •    Growing up around NYC’s mob world     •    His spiral into OxyContin, heroin, and crack     •    The street hustles, scams, and arrests     •    Flatlining on the operating table     •    The out-of-body moment that changed him forever     •    How he’s now using his second chance to help others break free from addiction This is raw. This is real. And it’s proof that no matter how far you’ve fallen, you can still rewrite your ending. Watch until the end—you won’t believe how he survived. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Ten years sober. But the road here? It’s anything but ordinary. In this raw, jaw-dropping episode of Nothing’s Off the Table, Louis Ruggiero sits down with longtime friend and fellow addict in recovery, Anthony Luciano—a man who went from partying in NYC clubs at 16, to running multi-million dollar family businesses, to smoking crack in a Skid Row motel with his sober companion. You read that right. Anthony shares the unfiltered truth about:     •    Growing up in a privileged but pressure-filled Italian household     •    Early childhood trauma and the silence that followed     •    His first hit of ecstasy… and the chase that lasted over a decade     •    Getting clean in Malibu—then relapsing with the man who was supposed to save him     •    The divorce he didn’t choose—and the jail time he couldn’t avoid     •    And finally, what actually got him sober after years of chaos If you’ve ever struggled with addiction, trauma, family pressure—or just love a comeback story so wild it sounds scripted—this episode will shake you. This isn’t just recovery. It’s resurrection. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

From Queens’ ultra-Orthodox streets to the bright lights of 47th Street’s diamond district… this is not your average comeback story. In this episode of Nothing’s Off The Table, I sit down with Moshe, aka The Watch King NYC, to unpack a life you wouldn’t believe if it wasn’t true. He was born into a world with no phones, no internet, no freedom. He escaped. Then lost everything to gambling—millions. He lied. He borrowed. He nearly ended it all. And somehow… he paid every single person back. One night, he tried to place a six-figure bet. His bookie got arrested. The bet never went through. It saved him $100,000—and maybe his life. We dive into the darkness: the Vegas losses, the shame, the suicide thoughts. And we climb into the light: faith, fatherhood, business, and a purpose bigger than the pain. If you’ve ever struggled with addiction, debt, faith, or finding your way back—this episode will hit home. Topics we get into:     •    Losing $100K in one night     •    Gambling on Chinese ping pong     •    His twin brother still in the community     •    The comeback that shocked his haters     •    The arrest that accidentally saved him     •    Finding God outside religion     •    How he turned pain into a purpose This isn’t just a story about watches. It’s a story about choosing to live. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

A nurse. A mother. A survivor. She grew up with addiction in her bloodline—and before long, it consumed her too. From snorting Oxy in high school to overdosing on heroin… from stealing checks to using with her own father… Olivia spiraled into a life she never imagined. But today, she’s seven years sober, raising her kids, and breaking the generational curse. In this raw, unfiltered episode of Nothing’s Off the Table, Olivia and I dive into: Her father’s drug/gambling addiction and abandonment What heroin addiction really feels like How gambling nearly destroyed her after she got clean Motherhood in recovery—and how she’ll talk to her kids about addiction The brutal reality of relapsing again… and again… and again If you’ve ever battled addiction, loved someone who has, or just want to understand what it’s like to come back from hell—this one’s for you. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

At 21 years old, Gerard Marrone was shot while protecting his sister—an act that left him paralyzed from the waist down. Doctors told him he’d never walk again. But that moment didn’t break him—it built him. In this gripping episode, Gerard shares his unbelievable journey from a hospital bed to the courtroom as a high-profile criminal defense attorney. He opens up about the dark days of recovery, the role faith played in his healing, and how a single nurse’s compassion sparked a fire inside him that never went out. We talk about the day everything changed, the moment he stood for the first time again, and how he went on to build a respected legal career—guided by his unwavering moral compass. Gerard also reveals why he recused himself from a high-profile child murder case—walking away from money, press, and power—because he couldn’t defend something that went against everything he stood for. We also dive into Italian-American identity, generational trauma, addiction in the justice system, and the choice we all face: to be a victim, or to fight back. This is one of the most powerful episodes we’ve ever recorded. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

At 25, Justin Gurland confessed to his father—an esteemed doctor—that he was shooting heroin. That same day, he checked into detox. What followed was a journey of brutal honesty, spiritual awakening, and 17 years of unwavering sobriety. In this raw and unfiltered episode of Nothing’s Off the Table, Justin opens up about:     •    His descent into addiction during college in Vermont     •    Shooting dope alone in his NYC apartment     •    The exact moment he hit bottom—and asked for help     •    Building a new life through AA, service, and purpose     •    And his next chapter: launching The Maze, NYC’s first members-only sober club This is more than a comeback story—it’s a movement. The Maze isn’t just a sober social space, it’s a lifeline for the recovery community and the sober-curious. If you’ve ever felt like sobriety was isolating, this episode will show you what’s possible when community, purpose, and healing come together. 👉 Follow The Maze here and be the first to apply for membership. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

He was the guy everyone in recovery looked up to—until he wasn't. In this gripping, unfiltered conversation, Louis sits down with his longtime friend Marcos, whose story is nothing short of a miracle. From being the light of a sober community in LA to slipping into a spiral of addiction that nearly killed him, Marcos has lived through every layer of darkness… and somehow made it back. They dive deep into childhood trauma, the seductive high of early drug use, and how addiction shattered every promise their lives once held. Marcos opens up about forging fake report cards, dodging expulsion, getting hit by a truck, and battling an opiate habit that took everything from him—including his will to live. But this isn’t just a story of relapse. It’s a global search for redemption. Marcos takes us on a journey that spans the most renowned treatment centers in the United States, the heart of 12-step fellowships, shadowy underground medical clinics in Mexico, and sacred indigenous ceremonies across the world. From ayahuasca in the jungle to ibogaine in backroom clinics, he chased recovery through every spiritual alleyway and therapeutic backroad he could find. This episode is a masterclass in raw truth, radical healing, and what happens when you refuse to die—even when every part of you wants to. Whether you believe in the Big Book or plant medicine, this is recovery like you’ve never heard it before. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Renee Graziano is known for her role on Mob Wives, but behind the fame was a life shaped by addiction, abuse, betrayal—and ultimately, resilience. In this powerful episode, Renee opens up like never before. From growing up in a notorious mob family to surviving a violent marriage, near-fatal overdoses, and the unimaginable betrayal that sent her father back to prison, this is a story of generational trauma, secrecy, and survival. Now 19 months sober, Renee shares how she clawed her way back from the edge—through faith, recovery, and a fight to reclaim her life. If you’ve ever battled addiction, loved someone who has, or struggled to break free from your past… this episode is for you. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

In this raw and inspiring episode, host Louis Ruggiero welcomes Mike Steinmetz, a former professional actor turned successful entrepreneur, to share his powerful journey of overcoming adversity, addiction, and self-doubt. Born in Danbury, Connecticut, Mike opens up about his unconventional upbringing in a well-off family with 35 dogs, feeling like an outsider as a Jewish, artistic kid in a small town, and his early obsession with performing—whether through magic tricks, guitar, or acting. Mike candidly recounts his descent into chaos, from teenage years marked by punk rock, graffiti, and witnessing violence, to his struggles with compulsive gambling, which began in high school and escalated after a breakup and a multiple sclerosis diagnosis. He shares harrowing stories of chasing highs through casino trips, online crypto gambling, and a relentless pursuit of money, all while battling anxiety, toxic relationships, and a distorted sense of self-worth. Despite the blur of lost time and opportunities, Mike’s turning point came when he threw up his hands, admitted his struggles, and committed to change. Now in recovery, married, and running successful businesses, he reflects on the hard work of rebuilding his life, letting go of material obsession, and embracing normalcy. This episode is a testament to resilience, the power of self-reflection, and the belief that anyone can change with the right support and willingness to try. Join Louis and Mike for an honest, relatable conversation about addiction, redemption, and the journey to becoming a better version of oneself. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

In this compelling episode of "Nothing's Off the Table," host Louis Ruggiero sits down with Charlie Walk, a music industry titan and dear family friend, to explore his extraordinary career and personal evolution. From his early days in Newton, Massachusetts, driven by a burning desire to escape a predictable life, Charlie shares how he broke into the music business, interning at KISS FM and CBS Records while at Boston University. He recounts launching New Kids on the Block, the first boy band to break since The Beatles. Charlie spent 16 years at Columbia Records before becoming president of Epic and Republic Records, where he shaped culture by working with icons like Taylor Swift, Jennifer Lopez, Jonas Brothers, Ariana Grande, The Weeknd, Post Malone, John Mayer, The Fugees, and Nipsey Hussle. Charlie opens up about trusting his gut over data, breaking hits like Shakira's "Hips Don't Lie" and DNCE's "Cake by the Ocean" despite skepticism, and the highs and lows of his journey—including a humbling encounter with cancel culture after a controversial TV show stint. He reflects on ego, resilience, and shifting his focus from music to supporting brands like Poppi Soda, which sold to Pepsi for $2.2 billion, and supporting ventures like Coconut Cult. Through it all, Charlie’s relentless curiosity and belief in people shine. This episode is a raw, inspiring look at surviving setbacks, redefining success, and moving culture forward—perfect for anyone ready to fight for their vision. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Imagine spending 24 years in prison for a crime you did commit—but being buried under a mountain of corruption, injustice, and lies by the very system meant to ensure fairness. In this powerful episode of Nothing’s Off the Table, Luis “Tony” Charriez shares his harrowing story of surviving nearly a quarter-century in prison, not just for his actions—but because of a broken system that used paid witnesses, withheld evidence, and chose career advancement over the truth. We talk about: • The tragic night that altered the course of his life • The corrupt prosecutor and $54,000 in undisclosed payments to witnesses • How Tony found faith, purpose, and legal strategy behind bars • His emotional release after 24 years—and the wife who never left his side • The ongoing trauma of reentering society after losing half a lifetime This is not just a story about prison. It’s a story about faith, resilience, injustice—and a man who refused to be defined by his worst mistake or the system that tried to forget him. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

TV personality, entrepreneur, and breast cancer survivor Jill Martin sits down for a raw and emotional conversation you won’t forget. From courtside at Knicks games to chemo chairs and heartbreak, Jill opens up about the private battles behind her public success — including her recent fight with breast cancer and a painful divorce — and how she turned her pain into purpose. We talk about:     •    The moment she got her diagnosis and how it changed everything     •    Why she chose to share her battle with the world — and how it empowered others     •    Dating after cancer, body image, and reclaiming her confidence     •    How showing up every single day became her greatest weapon     •    The power of honesty, vulnerability, and a new lease on life This episode is about grit, grace, and what happens when you sit at a table of warriors. Whether you're battling addiction, illness, or life’s toughest curveballs, Jill’s story reminds us: you are not alone — and you are stronger than you think. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

In this powerful episode of Nothing’s Off the Table, Louis Ruggiero sits down with Kevin Lanning, a former college football player whose life took a dark turn after a shoulder injury led to a full-blown OxyContin addiction. Kevin opens up about the harrowing depths of his addiction, the chaos it created, and the brutal lifestyle he lived while chasing his next high. Now 7.5 years sober, Kevin shares how he rebuilt his life, found purpose, and uses his platform to help others rise above their darkest moments. This is a raw, unfiltered story of pain, redemption, and hope. Kevin's IG: @riseabovewithk #OxyContinAddiction #AddictionRecovery #SobrietyJourney #MentalHealthAwareness #RecoveryIsPossible #SoberLife #SoberAF #OneDayAtATime #EndTheStigma #HealingJourney #SelfCare #SelfLove #TraumaRecovery #AddictionAwareness #RecoveryCommunity #SoberLiving #CleanAndSober #DrugAddictionHelp #MentalHealthMatters #RecoverySupport Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

In the premiere episode of Nothing’s Off the Table, host Louis Ruggiero sits down with Kevin Lanning to share his raw and unfiltered journey—from years of relapse to finally getting sober, becoming a father, and finding purpose through podcasting. This is more than a comeback story—it’s a deep dive into personal transformation, accountability, and the power of second chances. 👉 Make sure to subscribe—because on this show, NOTHING is off the table. #AddictionRecovery #RecoveryIsPossible #SoberLife #MentalHealthAwareness #OneDayAtATime #SoberAF #CleanAndSober #AddictionAwareness #RecoveryJourney #NothingOffTheTablePodcast Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices