I’ve Been Struggling… When Life feels Hard & God feels Far
I’ve Been Struggling… When Life feels Hard & God feels Far  
Podcast: Happy & Healthy with Jeanine Amapola
Published On: Tue Oct 07 2025
Description: Welcome back to Happy & Healthy! I didn't post an episode two weeks ago, and when I asked y’all what you wanted, so many of you just said “we wanna hear what’s going on in your life!” So here it is!I cover a lot in this one — from feeling like I’m in a wilderness season, to navigating postpartum life, finding a church in Oklahoma, and struggling to hear God’s voice — this episode is in a real way, my heart poured out. If you’ve ever felt lonely, confused about where God is leading, or just overwhelmed by change, I hope my vulnerability encourages you wherever you're at today. 💛 I also talk about what I look for in a church, the importance of community, slowing down, and how I’m learning to truly savor this slower season of life with Duke. Let’s be real — motherhood is hard, but it’s also the most beautiful, sanctifying journey ever. Love y’all so much — thanks for being here and allowing me to be so honest. God’s still moving, even when it’s quiet. 🙏 In This Episode 00:00 – Struggling to Hear God + Life Update 04:00 – Postpartum, Motherhood, and Adjusting to a Slower Life 10:00 – Community, Church Hunting, and Making Friends in Oklahoma 15:00 – What I Look for in a Church + Spiritual Discernment 24:00 – Wilderness Season, Feeling Distant, and Choosing Gratitude 38:00 – Being Bold in Faith + Sharing the Gospel in Real Life 47:00 – Encouragement for Moms, Purpose, and Trusting God's Timing Mentioned Resources Find Your People by Jennie Allen 40 Days to a Joy-Filled Life by Tommy Newberry OUR SPONSORS This episode is brought to you by Betterhelp: Our listeners get 10% off their first month at - ⁠⁠⁠betterhelp.com/happyhealthy⁠⁠⁠ Function: Function gives you a near-360 view of your health, and my followers get a $100 credit toward membership. Just go to ⁠⁠⁠functionhealth.com/HAPPY⁠⁠⁠ or use gift code HAPPY100 at sign-up to start owning your health today. Our Place: Go to ⁠⁠⁠fromourplace.com/HEALTHY⁠⁠⁠ and use code HEALTHY for 10% off sitewide. Ritual: Get 25% off your first month at ⁠⁠ritual.com/HEALTHY. ⁠⁠ NIV Bible App: You can save an extra 10% on any NIV Application Bible or NIV Application Commentary resource by visiting ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠faithgateway.com/ NIVAB⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and using code HEALTHY at checkout. Boll & Branch: Get 15% off plus free shipping on your first set of sheets at ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠BollAndBranch.com/HAPPYANDHEALTHY.⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Brooklyn Bedding: Go to ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠brooklynbedding.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ and use my promo code HEALTHY at checkout to get 30% off sitewide. Knowing God’s Voice: ⁠⁠⁠It's available now⁠⁠⁠ everywhere books are sold, so grab your copy today! If you’d like to partner with Jeanine as a sponsor for the Happy & Healthy podcast, fill out our ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Advertise With Us⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ form! Follow us on Instagram!⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Happy and Healthy⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Jeanine⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Jeanine and Kaleb⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Follow us on TikTok! ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Happy and Healthy⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Jeanine Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices